- Blue Blue day -<br>

-argh!- I'm feeling so blue today. Really. Honestly speaking, after ytd's incident. I really treasured my bro a lot. It was really scary. I really had a BIG shock out of my whole life. =(( Unfortunately, that was a bad one indeed. I remembered clearly how my sister and I were all crying. Torents of tears that kept rolling down our cheeks. I do not know what to do. Really. =(( It was the worst nightmare ever! Haiss. I really hope that god will bless us all!! Lord Jesus!! Bless all those who are less fortunate and those who solemnly needs our help!~ Give them a hand to hold on to, a heart to give to. Bless them with happiness and good health. Dear god, please help to ease their pains and sorrows! I seek from you to forgive their sins and bless them. Amen.


-Argh- I felt really stressed- up now. argh. My parents decided to go to malaysia this fri and will be back on sun morning. They wanna me to go. But I've got exams in 2 weeks time. How to? I really dont feel like going. How now brown cow? Haiss. My first priorities is studies. I needa cope at home and study. I dont wanna go to malaysia!! it's so humid and boring. X/ argh. Moreover, I've got excursion on sat!! FnN excursion!! Gg to the factory. I think. Hmm.. How? =((. I've got poa test tmr! Working capital!! Kampateh wor, Nat <33


p.s: The strangest thing of love that it that can make your heart beat faster, make you laugh and even cry. *sniff sniff*