- Ever since I last blog -

heyy! Ok. It's so long ever since I last blog. haha. ok. This gonna be SHORT. (: Ok sch's gonna be over and holidays are near and I've changed my views on ENERGY. haha. Well, I started to fancy them. haha. Probably due to the influence made by min and qian bahx. haha. ENERGY- They're REALLY chic. haha. So cool. (: haha. I am simply being mesmerized by kunda by his dance and almost everything. haha. He's really adorable and chic. He looks like a guy that who always will give in to his gf. Someone that's so huggable and lean on. Aww... *huggs* Love you so much. haha. ((:

Well, next next.... Comin up. haha. I'll be leaving sg this fri till mon. Gg to genting for holidays. haha. Well, got to stay up L A T E. haha. well, gonna plan with my cousins. haha. *grinning* haha. Guess... I'll miss my com and all my MUSIC. haha. Cos I've yet to purchase my mp3/4 before leaving for holidays. Aww... ): haha. but nvm. I'm there for holidays. haha. * BEAMING WIDELY *

Gonna get my report bk tmr. haha. ONE DAY EARLIER. HAHA. (: GOOD LUCK TO ME! GOD BLESS ME. (:

- Enjoy, Have fun, Girl ((: -

Woohoo~! heading to px's church ltr. Hmm. she's teachin. haha.. ((: gonna make her maluating. =P haha. Hmm. ok. Think me, mx and yt will be hitting town next. Chill out' ((: haha. ok by3. I gtg get ready for our destinations. ((:

- I flunk my physics! -

Hmm... Can you imagine that i really flunk my physics? Hmph... well3, I didn't expect myself to get such low marks too. Phew! Thk to my CHEM! It pull out my overall combined sci. ((: Cheers. I kept telling that it's no use getting sadded all over a sub! Well, half a sub. haha. hmm. ok bye. gtg. got nth to blogg. haha.. tmr there're co and headin to church. heh ((:

- HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BRO, EUGENE! ((: -

Woohoo~! alright, today's my bro's birthday. haha... right now, my hs's full of little kiddo. haha. erm.. well actually, they're just 1 yr younger than me. haha. ((: LITTLE KIDDO. *beaming widely* hmm. just hope that my bro would be THAT HAPPY ever. haha. ((: hmm. His girl-friends are coming ltr. haha. 4 of tem i think. haha. YEAH! CAN MIX ARND LE. haha. ((:

ALRIGHT~! BRB TO POST ANOTHER POST. HAHA. HMM. COS I JUST CAME BACK FROM SKUL. HMM. EXHAUSTED. ((:

- down down down -

hmmm... let me think... well3, nth much happened today. Just tad I've got my eng oral today. woohoo!~ ok. i think i did better than last yr. heh... ((X woohoo~! but i don't think i did quite well for my chinese oral then. hmph... haha. Cos i rmb i was muttering here and there... haha.. XD hmm. but it's ok. nvm. I'll do better next yr... ((: heh...

Headed to town today with qian n min. Those two peers. *les* and *bian*---> lesbian. That's what they admited they are. haha... but i just felt not into the moody when we're on the way(mrt) of leaving town. I just dunno WHY. All of a sudden, I just appeared to be sick or something. kept quiet thru out the whole journey. )): tired. sick. moody. AND ALL THE SICKNESS SEEMS TO OCCURED ONTO ME. )):

Rmb mariah Carey- We belong together? It's REALLY NICE SONG. WOOHOO~! I HARDLY GET SICK AND TIRED OF THAT SONG. HAHA. X)) IT'S REALLY NICE. HEH... X)) RAWK ON` BRB TO POST AGAIN..

-Tim Burton and his corpse wife-

OMG! X)) haha. yay! I FINALLY WATCHED THE CORPSE WIFE LE!! woohoo!~ damn happy today! haha.. Although, it's kiddi short show, but it's really entainining... X)) haha.. I rmb I posted two posts today! one in the noon. Another at night. X)) haha.. but nvm. =P haha.. hmm.. it's really touching and interesting show. haha... Bt then, it's really short. haha. aww. nvm. I've enjoyed watchin it. Went to watch tad wif mx. haha. We didn't called yt cos she's probably having her exams tmr. aww. Cos i rmb her telling me tad her exams starts this wks. haha. X)) I ate loads of chips today... aww.. haha.. feeling damn thirty right now.. haha.. =P

HOLD ON. I GO TAK A GULP OF WATER. BRB.

I'M BACK! haha.. *BEAMING WIDELY* Woohoo!~ Went to cut my fringe today.. haha... Well, not much change i think. It's just that it's getting shorter. HAHA.. WHAT THE HELL AM I TALKING ABT? XD haha... ok WDEVER!~ =P

well, ok.. wed's arriving soon.. Hmmm.. which is the day of my PRESENTATION- ORAL! THAT means I have to present my VERY BEST TO MR WONG!! haha. GREAT!~ hMM.. X)) haha..

haha. OK.. tad's it for today then. X)) RAWK ON..

Love, Natt <33

- Nth in this world is worth my tears -

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds wont seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

I've tried so hard to tell myself
that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

-Emotional ME-

what has become of me? arrGg... cried again for worst second time. kind of breakdown. Breakdowning into pieces of me? X/ Hmmm...No one could understands me... X/ deep down in my heart. I could feel it's torning into millions pieces... I just dun understand wd went really wrong between me and my mum... haiiss.. I guess some things aren't supposed to be mention here. Cos moreover, it's an worldwide web... Everyone can view my privacy lives. and of cos, i knew. hmph... just wanna speak what i wanna speak down here... What would happened if someday the world ends tmr?

what will you do? Breakdown and cry? Spend your time with ur beloved families? Or do something that euu've always wanted to do? What would euu do? I would loved to spend all my time on everything. almost everything. i would like to do some things which i would never tried before. That's why all of us needs time. TIME!! PRECIOUS TIME... LEAVING NO ONE BEHIND. they just slipped away. very quickly.. WOSH!` and they're gone and never be back again... money can't buy time back... It's never returning.. so we have to used them wisely... X)) GOD gave us time.

precious time. we needa use it wisely. hmm.. i simply told myself i need not cry when things just happened liddat. cos it's not my entire fault. why should i be crying when no ones really cares? X)) smiling. I told myself that. I should nt always put things into my heart. cos its storage is limited. haha.. X)) i will breakdown again. anytime. if that were to happened. Ok.. I got to be happy.. X)) Smilez smilez smilez... XD haha.. cya~!

Tmr will be a better day... X))

-A Joyous day!-

Woohoo!~ today was really a great and fun day! went to px's church today at arnd noon. I met mx at the lot one interchange and headed to jurong east interchange to tak a bus to the German centre. haha... mx was SMUGGLING MAC into the mrt station and on the train. she's eating!Then I told her that i would simply ignored her if she's being caught and fined $500. haha.. Cos I've warned her we're not suposed to eat on the trian. But she simply IGNORED! Hmm... next we headed to tak bus 143. Hmm... kept walking and walking till we reached the german centre! Hmm.. woah koolZ! Today's the youth grup. sat! haha... Had lots of funn when it comes to the bowling part. haha.. The lessons we had ytd was REALLY INTERESTING. It's abt the GENEROSITY! X)). I've really learnt alot! We learnt more things abt GOD! Thank GOD!! X)) haha... and i've made alot of new friends! X)) haha.. next we headed for BOWLING! It was REALLY FUNN! but XD i didnt strike!! aww... X(( nvm. I' will next time. haha.. X)) woohoo!~

-Hooray!!~-

heyy!! I'm back here to blogg! Hmm.. haha.. well3, today was really funn when it comes to playing in the park! haha.. X)) haha... Firstly, today's math paper 2 and of cos, the last paper! heh... X)) follow by my chinese oral.. haha.. well, I was REALLY NERVOUS then... Hmph... Hope i did well... X/ Hmm... next went to CO to sort out something... spend abt 2 WHOLE HRS DOWN THERE!!! arggg! waste of my time. I actually did nth. Cos Teacher only wans me to go there to watch them and try to know everything abt CO. She even planned to set me up as the next chairman next yr.. Omg... i don't nooee.. Haiisss... Hmmm... then went to seoul garden with qian, min and ning... woohoo~! it was so funn then.. We played alot while eating. I could still rmb how i try to mix the ice-creams and the tom yam soup.. eekk! hahaa.. everyone was like.. eekk.. Natalie! euu are very disgusting!!! haha... =P But honestly speaking, that was really funn!! haha... hahaa... new kind of recipe, specially made by me!! haha... X)) haha... Well3, guess wd? we couldn't finished our food, so we left it to the next empty tables. haha... well3, don't worry. just one plate. But with only a few ingredients on it.. haha... X)) haha..[ aii, i think all the ingredients was left untouch by ME!!` =D] I still could rmb qian kept gg to the restroom.. haha.. for 5 times!! woah! Her digestion was really fast!! Wosh!~ Now she eat the food, in another 20 mins, she wanna goes to the rest room.. haha.. that was so hilarating and weird! haha.. X)) BUT IT'S ENTERTAINING OF COS! Hahah... X)). Then, coming up the very LAME THING!! haha... we were all sitting next to each others. we smsed to each others. haha.. damn dotss lor.. but it was really funn! haha.. we were all luffing our heads off.. haha.... X)) i bought new shoes lace. hmmm. it's really cool!

Next, we went to the cck park... haha... we went to two parks instead. haha.. X)) so funn!! went to cck and yew tee park.. haa.. haha.. it was so funn... We went to play wif the swings. haha.. took turns instead. cos there's only 1. haha.. we sounded lyk small kids huh? haha. but it's not totally all for toddlers and small kiddo. haha.. There's also the adventure one, for adults and teens de. haha.. X)) lalalalalla.. haha.. next we went to the yew tee park. heh.. we play wif the doggie.. haha.. it's so cute. learnt quite alot of the owner. haha.. X)) woah. the doggie's really adorable! heh... X)) lurve it sooooo MUCHHH!!! X)) *huggs*

RAWK ON NATT!~ <33

-To live in a more meaningful kind of life-

Heyy!~ back!! I'm tired. Really tired about all the examinations schedule. Two wks! For two wks you know? How I suffered for 2 wks... arrggg... How come we just can't make it to 1 wk instead? hmmm... well3, tmr's the last day of exams... And it means the day of our FREEDOM!! Free!! Fly fly... haha... X)) Hmm... Could you actually believe that for these two wks? We've been struggling, trying to survive through this sememster? hmmm... Really hope that I could get good results. Heh... X)) tmr's the day!! Woohoo! gonna have fun after my maths paper 2 and chinese oral! we're gg to marina square!! Seoul garden!!~ X)) looking forward to it... ciao`

- I survived! -

Fortunately, i managed to survive during my poa examinations... haha... i manage to balance my Trial balance and Balance sheet!!!!! haha....omg... thnx god! X)) hee` I was struggling to balance it. with just 1 hr 30 mins. Then when teacher was telling all of us we left 15 more mins. I was like: Omg!! i can't balance my trial balance... oh God... pls help me.... I gotta balance it.. and hah!!! i did!! haha... X)) Hmm... alright... counting down... 2 more days to seoul garden!! hah!!! Exams gonna over sooon... soon... and my seoul garden's getting nearer each day... hah!! X)) 20th oct, my bro's birthday... hmmm.. the day after my oral examinations... hmph. emmm... what should i get for him?? haha.. X/ emmm... a ps 2? or emmm... a mp3? haha... or emm... a laterest version com gm? hmmm.. well3, i really have got no idea. haha... anyone? give me a hand give me some suggestion... X)) haa...

Heyy I'm back! haha.. X)) hmm.. ok.. I simply can't wait for fri to come. haha.. X)) That day is the day when exams are over and is the day when me, min, qian and ning are going to destress ourselves. haha.. X)) We're gonna treat ourselves to a great din. haha.. X)) We're going to Marina square to eat soul garden. haha.. woohoo. Can't wait [ way to *high*] haha.. ;)) Cos i guess, I miss them too much le... haha... for two weeks, we haven't been playing much though, we went out to have our lunch or so. haha.. X)) I missed all the fun we had. haa... X)) arrgg.. i really can't wait. haha... =P *my eyes lit up whenever i thought of tad* hah!! *looking forward to it each day* haha... X)) *woohoo*

haha... ok.. back to what happened to me today. Well, exactly, today's my chemistry examinations. haha.. hmm.. well, average i think. haha. =)) hmm. cos, at least I tried to attempt all the qnz. haha... tmr's chinese paper2. There's nth to study. But i'm scared that i'll flunk my o-level chinese next yr.. X/ arrgg...

Proudly present to euu my new e-maill add: music-is-the-key@hotmail.com

haha... X))

heyy guys! I've just changed my e-maill add kkay... haha.. hmm.. well, just thought of changing my e-maill add cos i've been wanting to change it for pass 6 years till now. and WOAH. FINALLY.. haha.. ok... change it to Music-is-the-key@hotmail.com . Well, I've wanted to changed it to that e-maill add it's because, a song THAT REALLY INSPIRE ME... Music is the key- namely by Sarah Connor keat. Naturally 7. X)) haha... it's REALLY MEANINGFUL.. haha.. and right now, i'll searching high and low through the web to put that song into my blogg.. haha.. X)) I'M REALLY ADDICITED TO THAT SONG, i've still rmb how depressed i was on fri... I kept weeping non-stop. well, almost the whole day. It's like rivers flowing down my face... red swollen eyes. But GUESS WHAT? THAT SONG REALLY ENLIGHTEN ME UP... X))))))) REALLY. =)) right now, i'm really back to myself. haha.. X)) ever-lasting smilez. Rawk on. Cheers. especially euu! superman. haha. x)) dON'T EUU ever give up~!

********** Part 5 **********

When I came home, I was greeted by the usual words. 'Ugly wretch, wicked girl, freeloader, etc.' but luckily I made it through dinner fine. When dinner ended, my parents went to sleep leaving me with the dishes. I cleaned the table and washed the dishes. I also took out the trash and then suddenly I felt someone grab me from behind.

My attacker turned me around to face him. It was the same boy I met in the alley. I began to panic. "I gave you all my money already! What more do you want from me?" He raised a finger to his lips and tried to shush me. I felt one of my attacks coming on. I started to hyperventilate and couldn't breathe. I was beginning to black out.

Ji Won looked at the girl who looked like she was going to die. "Oh my God! Are you okay?" This time it was the girl's turn to shake her head no. Then she collapsed in his arms. Ji Won didn't know what to do but he had to save her life. He began to give her mouth-to-mouth. "Come on," he whispered to her. "Breathe. Don't die on me."After a while she began coughing and opened her eyes.

I opened my eyes and saw a blurry object heading towards me. Then I felt something soft pressing against my lips and I felt a gust of air. Then I realized the boy was giving me air. I couldn’t believe what was happening. I blushed and gently pushed him away. "Thank you for saving me. I'm okay now."

The boy turned slightly red. "Uhh…you're welcome. You kinda scared me there." "Sorry about that. Well, what is it that you want from me?"

"Here." He handed me back the same ten dollars I had given him. I looked up at him. "No, it's okay. Keep it. I think you need it or you wouldn't have tried to rob me." He shook his head. "No. I just wanted to borrow it only. I don't take charity. Well, goodbye."

Just as he walked away, I heard his stomach grumble. I bit my tongue so I wouldn't laugh. Since he didn't take charity, I said, "Um, hey. I just made some food and I don't know if it's good or not. I need a guinea pig because I don't want to serve it to my parents if it isn't and besides, you did save my life.

Ji Won looked at her. 'Why is she being so nice to me?' he thought. He knew she was just saying that because she heard him say he doesn't want charity. Ji Won's stomach was growling like crazy. He hasn't eaten for 2 days already and the mention of food was killing him. "Uh, okay. I guess I'll be your guinea pig since I have nothing to do." He studied her face as she smiled at him. 'She's pretty,' he thought as he smiled back.

********** Part 4 **********

Ji Won stared at the girl who had just walked away.' She must be the nicest or dumbest person in this world, 'he thought. He began to stand up but had to use the wall for balance. That girl had kicked him a little too hard. Ji Won had just run away from home again. He had run away so many times that the alley was his second home. When he ran away he always stole his parents' money. They were the richest people in all of Hawaii but they were also the most messed up family. His dad would have a lot of women with him and would betray a friend if it would bring him money. His mom, on the other hand, was an exact duplicate of his dad. She always had these young men around her and spends money like crazy. His parents were divorced and lived on opposite ends of Hawaii. '*bleep* and bastard,' thought Ji Won. When he ran away this time, he didn't have the chance to steal any money from his dad. So he had no choice but to rob somebody. When he saw the young girl walking out of the store, she seemed to be the perfect target. But things didn't turn out as planned. Ji Won kept wondering why the girl gave him the money even though he could have killed her. Ji Won knew he couldn't take the money because she was the first person in his messed up life that was nice to him because she wanted to be, not because she wanted something from him. He wanted to give the money back. When he gained some of his strength back, he began to chase her...

here's some of my recent coyrighted pic X)) haha...