- Exams~ -


Well, Exams are round the corner and I'm not totally prepared yet. Not now but in another or so days~ I will =]


here some pic we took last month. haha, It was before recess, then we planned to sneak into th toilet to take pic with my class girls. haha. I remembered miss seah[ our chemistry teacher was inside the class already] Sadly, shuqing and wan xin weren't inside the pic. shuqing took the opportunity to take this pic for us. thanks a lot girl. Don't worry. I'll take another just you and me ok? =p haha.

' 4N2 girls rocks =] ' p.s: Once again, I'm think that i'm gonna fade away... fading away... In a far far away land~

- Good friday!!( Celebrate your life!) -


Feel your own energy and seize the day!! (: Wow! Right now, I'm filled with my ENERGY! Self-confidence and exuberance! I could just feel that rush of energy in me. That joy and vitality!! Haha. Made myself so useful today, by enjoying every moments of studying. wahaha. Craps right? I'm happy that I did spend time studying! haha. But it's still way to go!! (; Strive and perseve till the end alright!! =]


Haha. I'm so blithe!! My dad gave me a perfume! Namely, *Cindy Crawford* Know who's she? That very top model!! (: Her perfume's really feminine and elegant! The packaging is so damn nice and exquisite!! Hah! I just so love that perfume!!*hearts* Really! =] It cost him 80 bucks I guess and he asked his friend to buy that from paris!! That's what my mum told me. Thanks a lot daddy! <33


Hmm... Well, I'm so glad that aren't any school today!! Really. Slept till 7:30am. I just don't know why I just couldn't sleep and woke up so early even it's public holi!!! -argh- Mayb it's a habit oreadi! Yup. I guess. Maybe it's because I slept early last night. Haha. slept around 10:30pm ytd. haha. Was so sleepy then. Then this morning, actually decided to go for a jog. haha. but too lazy la. Then it's like gonna rain too. Then spend my early morning stepping into the world of economic and politics and fashions. [newspapers! ] haha. yup. I guess I'm crapping a lot today!! haha. How come? Honestly speaking, I don't know why too. haha.


Woah. I just found out that Britney spears's song really nice. I love her lyrics and voice. I like her vocal album! really!! I used to like her, and used to dislike her and used to like her and dislike her and like her again!! haha. I'm sputtering nonsense again. Forgive me for dat k? haha. =p oh no!! I just couldn't stop typing!! I guess this entry would be my longest entry ever!! haha. Right now, i'm tuning on to Britney spears's *Someday (you will understand!* Really. It's really a nice song. Right now, I'm trying to put that song onto my blog!! haha. In process.... .... yup yup.


Someday I will understand
In God's whole plan
And what He's done to me
Oh but maybe someday I will breathe
And I'll finally see
Don't you run too fast my dear
Why don't you stop?
Just stop and listen to your tears
They're all you've got
It's in you
You see somebody's watching
Over you
And that is all I'm praying is that
Someday you will understand

- =(( -


-argh- Go away! Get back. All you think was about her. Everything. Shut up. I'm sick and tired of about hearing you guys. OH. How both of you are so loving to each other. X/ really. I hatred visiting blog. really. stupid blogger. I really need to ban myself from gg to that website. =((


There's ss and chem tests tmr! I'm must persevere!! (: jia you nat!!

- Blue Blue day -<br>

-argh!- I'm feeling so blue today. Really. Honestly speaking, after ytd's incident. I really treasured my bro a lot. It was really scary. I really had a BIG shock out of my whole life. =(( Unfortunately, that was a bad one indeed. I remembered clearly how my sister and I were all crying. Torents of tears that kept rolling down our cheeks. I do not know what to do. Really. =(( It was the worst nightmare ever! Haiss. I really hope that god will bless us all!! Lord Jesus!! Bless all those who are less fortunate and those who solemnly needs our help!~ Give them a hand to hold on to, a heart to give to. Bless them with happiness and good health. Dear god, please help to ease their pains and sorrows! I seek from you to forgive their sins and bless them. Amen.


-Argh- I felt really stressed- up now. argh. My parents decided to go to malaysia this fri and will be back on sun morning. They wanna me to go. But I've got exams in 2 weeks time. How to? I really dont feel like going. How now brown cow? Haiss. My first priorities is studies. I needa cope at home and study. I dont wanna go to malaysia!! it's so humid and boring. X/ argh. Moreover, I've got excursion on sat!! FnN excursion!! Gg to the factory. I think. Hmm.. How? =((. I've got poa test tmr! Working capital!! Kampateh wor, Nat <33


p.s: The strangest thing of love that it that can make your heart beat faster, make you laugh and even cry. *sniff sniff*

- I've thought thru -


Yup! I think I really ought to learn how to give up on you! Let this be a sweet memories between us in CO. =) Yup. I'm glad that you're blithe all the time. I'm happy for you! =) Take care wor!


Alright! Today, I had my 2.4 run in sch! -sigh- all of a sudden leg pain. Can't run! =(( -argh- aiyo! last run! Then, suddenly leg pain!! =(( supposedly, i can get A de leh. =((


Alright! I had my class-photo taking today!! Right after pe! -gosh!- We were all perspiring like hell. haha. Then all the girls were like "Shit! My hair's so messy! ai! Lend me your comb!!" haha. So funny!! But it was fun rushing though! haha. Mel and I was like "hey! ltr for informal pic, we stand together kay?" haha. But it turned out to be so ugly lor. We didn't have te time to pose!


We had our CO photo-taking today too! haha. We were all feeling so hot wearing that blazers and long pant! haha. Our CO ppl are so many that we took such a long time to get ready. Then went back CO to listen to our concert songs!! haha. We were all *gan pai zi * Getting faster and faster each time. haha. My chun ar, all messed-up. X/It brought me back sweet memories then. haha. Really.


Talk to me mei, Huiying today! She looked so stress! hey girl must take care wor. (= *huggs*


P.s: God in heaven, God above, please protect my brother who I love. Sealed with a kiss and a big fat hug. I love my brother and dear god please bless him!!

- Come'on! Show me some sadness, nat! -


-Argh- I think I really must have went crazy. time for me to wake up la. *So, let me just close my eyes and just feel the torrents of tears rolling down my cheeks* Feel that heartbeat of mine... ... Heard that shattering sound? *shattered into million pieces... ...*


*rolling my eyes* Whatever am I thinking~ *whatever* Jinmin!! qian!! I needa you guys! *girl talk!!* haha. (:


p.s: Living live to the fullest, be it happiness or sadness. Nat, no matter what, be strong! >_<

- =(( -


-Sigh!- =(( Things just really scuks big time for me today!! -argh- Today, I had my chinese test, which I didnt manage to do finish the multiple qnz, well, which all of us did not. Next, was my Nafa test! =(( -argh- My stupid chin-up!! I just did 3!? Oh my goodness =(( Sad huh? My hands really hurt so much then. I felt like it's gonna tear apart. HAHA. probably lack of doing chin-up then. =(( For i'm gonna build muscles then. LOL~


Next!! My computer!! =(( -argh- Sad to say, my com's wireless mouse's spoilt!! So, right now, I'm using my bro's com instead. No songs, no pic. haiss. I even tried fixing it myself, but to no vali, it's still unfixed. =((


P.s: Just go. I know you wanna me to leave. So just leave me alone in my own realm~ Go, go, go... ...

- Sec 4 stand down -


Wow! So, today's April Fool day!! haha. -argh- I was being tricked by TNG YI QIAN. -argh- Again?!! X/ This girl ar, can't stand her. Always tricked me de. Hmph! Always talk rubbish and nonsense. haha. But nvm la. I do actually enjoy spending all those time with you. You're always there to hear all my prob , sukings, whining and even gossips. Haha. I miss you. Really! Don't forget that our friendships are not just a word or a full stop, but a millions of uncountable words without any full stops. (:


Haha. Today, we had our last day of CO in sch. With all the Sec 1-4. It' was really saddening to hear that many of my peers are leaving soon. ( Though, it's end of the year, it's different now, cos they no longer need to come for Co prac le. ) Haha. Why do I always seem to miss them so much when I actually told myself to treasure every moment with them? It's like, woah! Today, shang fei and shu fen cried infront of us. probably they can't bear to leave CO. =( Dont be sad.


*Here my appreciations to all my lovely juniors!! * Special Thanks to Yu Heng, Xuan Han, Ninette, Wae Ting, Sin Ting, Jie Ying and not to forget Junda!! (: And all those whom I've missed out. (: Really thanks a lot for your lovely presents! Oh dear! Yu heng, xuan han ar. I'll buy something esle specially for you guys some other day la. Me recently, not so free. Don't mind hor? (: haha.


P.s: I miss you dearly. Really. Haiss... =( =( =( =( =(