Sunday, October 16, 2005 @Sunday, October 16, 2005
-Emotional ME-
what has become of me? arrGg... cried again for worst second time. kind of breakdown. Breakdowning into pieces of me? X/ Hmmm...No one could understands me... X/ deep down in my heart. I could feel it's torning into millions pieces... I just dun understand wd went really wrong between me and my mum... haiiss.. I guess some things aren't supposed to be mention here. Cos moreover, it's an worldwide web... Everyone can view my privacy lives. and of cos, i knew. hmph... just wanna speak what i wanna speak down here... What would happened if someday the world ends tmr?
what will you do? Breakdown and cry? Spend your time with ur beloved families? Or do something that euu've always wanted to do? What would euu do? I would loved to spend all my time on everything. almost everything. i would like to do some things which i would never tried before. That's why all of us needs time. TIME!! PRECIOUS TIME... LEAVING NO ONE BEHIND. they just slipped away. very quickly.. WOSH!` and they're gone and never be back again... money can't buy time back... It's never returning.. so we have to used them wisely... X)) GOD gave us time.
precious time. we needa use it wisely. hmm.. i simply told myself i need not cry when things just happened liddat. cos it's not my entire fault. why should i be crying when no ones really cares? X)) smiling. I told myself that. I should nt always put things into my heart. cos its storage is limited. haha.. X)) i will breakdown again. anytime. if that were to happened. Ok.. I got to be happy.. X)) Smilez smilez smilez... XD haha.. cya~!
Tmr will be a better day... X))