This-is-just-so-me

2007-03-23T23:37:00.000+08:00

Back to Kampong days! (: hmm.. i wanna drink some. *bleah* =p

These are some pictures we took during CNY! Enjoy!(: oh ya. for your info, these pic are not in order! haha. (:

Thailand march trip 2007

2007-03-23T22:49:00.000+08:00

Boo! Hello everyone I'm back from my Bangkok trip and of course I am back after the one week March Holidays!! Bangkok was fun when it comes to food and shopping! haha. The things they sell there is like super duper cheap!! You can actually get a very nice Bilabong or roxy t-shirts for simply just 5 sing dollars! So it's like 200 bucks for there! haha. It's just so worthy!! When it comes to food, yummy! I simply cannot resist from all the delicious food!! I only knew I kept on eating and eating. wahaha. ( My stomach were so full to the brim man!Until I cannot take in anymore food!) haha. My whole family, grandma and aunt were there! I thought that this trip would eventually be a boring one, but it surprisingly it's not that bad afterall. (: I had enjoyed myself. Really. Day 1: We took our Thai flight to BangKoK airport! wah! Their airport really looks like museum! Really. It don't look like airport! haha. There were tall grey ceilings with those metallic looking walls. *weird though* haha. We reached our hotel: Partumwan Princess Hotel, at around late noon and everyone were kiddi tired and we planned to take some rest at the room first before heading to the nearby shopping centre for lunch! The hotel breakfast was really FABULOUS!! It's the nicest and tastest breakfast I've ever eaten! Really! haha. Too many things for you to eat and it's all so tempting! Oh my! I love their omelette! They will fried their omelette on the spot for you to maintain its freshness! Thinking back, it just make me feel like flying back there just to eat their omelette! haha. =p Day 2, We had our 1 day- tour arounf BangKok! It's like so tiring and kiddi boring. haha. I just love to take a ride on their "boat." haha. They brought us to tour around BangKok to learn more about its history. The next consecutive 2 days were all spent on shopping and food!! haha. That's the end of it! (:

2007-03-11T15:42:00.000+08:00

BOO!! Hello everyone! I'm finally back!! haha. Tmr i'll be away to Thailand for holidays! I've already planned to take a lot of pic!! I'll just take anything that I'm fond of. Really. I've got nth to blog about... This is getting boring...!! Bye love you all! *muack* Lots of love, Nat

2007-02-04T20:04:00.000+08:00

Sophie Kinsella, I love her undomestic Goodess too! (:
that's my pretty mum! love her loads! (:
haha. look at this! *grin* thanks. love* <br>
Hello everyone!! I'm back after my long long hectic weeks! -grin- Chinese New year is just a few weeks away!! I'm so excited about it! Especially when I get to collect all my red packets! heh. =p It will definitely be fun with all my cousins and families around! (: haha. This weekend was really fun for me. I have enjoyed myself so much! haha. Ytd, I went to jjc fair and hit town. Honestly speaking, the fair was fun but too crowded, so we decided to go off earlier. haha. I saw lots of people there ytd! So many swiss pupils who have graduated from swiss. haha. I miss them so so muchy!! Oh ya. I went to shop for my new year clothing ytd! I spent 106 bucks on my clothings. Excluding my accesseries and food. I'm so contented now!! *beam*

I feel so blessed! Really! haha. My mum had prepared chocolate fondue for us today! It's so brilliant of her to even think of using all this equipments to setup the almost exact chocolate fondue! haha. Cos' i don't think it's worth the money to spend over 30 bucks for the chocolate buffets. We can't just eat all chocolate as breakfast, lunch and dinner. Can we? *grin*

2007-01-09T21:35:00.000+08:00

*sigh...* Am I being too sensitive or what? I don't seem to understand why I simply feel uneased after browsing through your blog! why? I felt that you really have changed a lot. In terms of personality, attitudes, your hobbies and also your interests! What happened man? I really feel that I don't seem to know you anymore. You may looked the same, but i knew that you really have changed a lot even when I'm hanging out with you! :( How sad!! I want you back and of cos our friendships!! The old person I knew right from da start!! :(

2007-01-08T17:03:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone! Especially to you, the one who's reading my blog! (: *sigh* School had REALLY resumed after my long long lovely holidays!! Oh man! Come to think of schools, I so-really-don't-wanna-go-to-school!!! :( How i wish that everyday will be holidays! *yay~* Then I'll get to play, shop and have fun all I want!! Looking back to my holidays, it's really fun la! No school, no homework, no teachers! =p *grin*

It's been four days since my school starts! It really scuks so much! :( Honestly speaking, I simply can't wait for my O level to end soon! Frankly speaking, having to see my friends who had graduated last yr, to be able to go to their desire jc, it makes me feel sad lor. They're all having hell lots of fun over there, while i'm struggling and mugging my O's! It's REALLY terrible and saddening lor! To be exactly wasting my 1 year in school~ it's spastic.~ Really. *screeamm*

Today's my fourth day of school, and it's like so little things to do in school but many things to do in the long term down the road... hais. :( dear God please do bless me and help me from my stressful life to a really blissful and yet meaning life. please. i know you had it all planned. I knew. thanks for me being there for me when i needed you most every now and then! My dearest and closest father... I really need to say thank you! No words can describe the love from me to you. (:

2006-12-10T23:32:00.000+08:00

I'm all drained up~ Exhausted!

Lots of love, Nat

2006-12-05T17:03:00.000+08:00

HohoHO! Merry christmas to everyone in advance!! *scream* I can't wait for Christmas to come soon!! Then I'll get a lot of presents and greetings from my belove friends and family!! Everyone will get da chance to gather together and enjoy that lovely christmas!! (: There will be cookies and MORE chocolates everywhere!! *drool* I'm so looking forward to it!! (: haha. I've been to town these days and almost all the christmas decoration are up already!! They're indeed beautiful and lovely! Especially when it's at night! When all the lights are on and everyone get the chance to admire the lovely scenery there!! Oh... This christmas I just wish to spend my time with my family and friends. Even if there aren't any presents, the time being spent with my friends and family is enough! Without you guys, I guess each year my christmas will definitely be lonely and boring. =( So I've to say " I love you all! xoxo" *huggs*

Here's something that happened during the red camp at ngee ann poly!

Day 1
We had to report to Ngee Ann by 8.30 for registration. Everyone came with their friends feeling uneasy with all the new unfamilar faces. I didn't expect that camp to be the greatest camp I ever had been. It was really fun and memorable although it was a educating camp! We had hell lots of fun hanging out together with the SLs at Ngee Ann. Especially Zaid and Bryan( the Mcs for the camp) They were really humorous and entertaining! Especially when we're feeling bored, they will sure make us feel excited about what's for lunch and dinner! On da first day of the camp, we had Mac for lunch! Woah. I had to say that Ngee Ann's damn filthy rich! They provided us with so delicious food and free goodiesbag! But I guess some of them was sponsored by the others companies!

Day 2
Second day of the camp was da best! We had our jam and hop at night!! It's fun and *high* We danced like nobodies' business!! Even Dei Gui and Benji were dancing with us too!! haha. I didn't expect the jam and hip to be that fun! I thought they were going to teach us how to dance or something!*grin* Then I turn out to be totally wrong! It's actually a mini- concert and everyone get to dance whatever they want!! How cool!! (: haha. Szerui, pam, mel, shuqing, benji and I had hell lots of fun together!! We jumped and shake everywhere! It's looked so funny with us jumping around like young kids!! But it's really fun to be jumping while dancing!! (: haha. Oh ya! i nearly forgotten to mention that we get to tour the school and know what's all the courses about. -sigh- But we didn't get the chance to toured the accountancy courses!! I thought that we will do that on day 3! But -sigh- Maybe next year!! haha. Oh ya! Ngee Ann really have got many handsome dudes and gorgeous babes! Everyone's looking and dressing up good! I wonder is it troublesome to be thinking of what to wear to school each day if i'm really studying at poly! haha. I'll definitely spend lots and lots of time thinking of what to wear each day! haha.

Day 3
There's actually not much on day 3 except that their food was really nice! *grin* We get to tour the nursing courses and everything. oh ya! Especially the part when one of them help to take out the goldfishes and messaging the stomach to see their eggs or sperms. Yike!~ It's really disgusting but quite fun lah! XD. I also got to learn how to clean up the babies! One of the nurse over there is really pretty! She looks really sweet and lovely with her nurse uniform! I bet many guys must be attracted to her sweet looking appearance! haha. Cos i was also attracted to her too!! (:

-Back from Ngee Ann poly red camp!-

2006-12-03T13:49:00.000+08:00

-Phew!- I'm back from the Red camp at Ngee Ann poly!! Phew! I've really been so busy and packed this week again! Mon- Piano, Tue, Wed- Work at Manzana Thur, fri and sat- Ngee Ann poly red camp! Half way through the camp on Sat I left for work! =( I guess I've just missed out so much fun! X/ I heard that they took a lot of pic together!! Everyone was introducing themselves to one another! Oh ya! I really have to tell you all about this! Ngee ann poly just rawk to the core!! ;) I love their live bands especially their jam and hip!!! We had so so much fun dancing and jumping with the ongoing music!! *dance like nobodies; business*

2006-11-25T00:01:00.000+08:00

Boo! Ok, wed's chalet was more fun than what I have expected! Really. haha. We had lots of fun laughing and mocking at Dei Gui XD. That's really bad I know! Ytd, was really a hectic day for me too! I had to go for co at 10 to 3 and met qian and min straight at Bugis right after my co! -sigh- the train journey was really tiring then. I took from gombak to bugis all the way! I was so so lonely! =(( Then we took our dinner at pastamania, causeway point. haha. We had a hard time finishing our pizza!! *grin* So so funny. We were all full to the brim! No one had expected that we will be bloated that we couldn't take in anymore food!! *sigh* Today's another tiring and exhausting day for me again! I had to go for co for 3 consecutives days! thur, fri and sat! It's just like CO camp to me! It's just that there's no overnight! XD We're having our Swiss Open house tmr!! I hope everyone will be there to support us! CO rawks! (: (:

Post exams mood~

2006-11-20T12:08:00.000+08:00

*gosh gosh gosh*Boredness is really driving me nuts now!! :( This entry's gonna be short and sweet! This week I'm packed with all the hectic schedules! Monday- Piano lessons, Tue- CO, Wed-Chalet, Thur, Fri and Sat-CO and Sun- going to seoul garden with my buddies!~

Love you guys! bye for now!!*muacck*

"Step up"

2006-11-16T20:15:00.000+08:00

Boo!~ Alright! I went to watch "Step up" with mx today at lot one and guess who we saw? YanMin and her bf, mx's mum and my "long lost primary skulmate!!" *Scream* It's just too coincidence right? Mx and I were both late 5 minutes for the show!! We missed the front part! -argh- How sad! =( We'd get to watch the front part! Luckily, the female lead wasn't out yet! Cause' the main point is I just wanna watch the male and female lead DANCE! XD

After the show, we headed for some fresh air as we were both shivering to cold. Omigosh!! The Cinema was really cold! We never thought that it would be THAT cold~~~ I suggest , next time we really needa bring along our sweather! haha. Somehow, I think out of boreness, Mx suggested that we should bake some cookies for po po's birthday, this coming Sat! She suggested that we should bake some tmr at her hs! -grin- We went to the library and find receipes for the cookies! All the receipes inside the books are too complicated to understand! Some of the ingredients cannot be found in Singapore! =( haiyooo... We ended up borrowing books on how to decorate our cookies instead! -haha-

We headed to the NTUC to buy the ingredients needed to bake the cookies. It was like a last-minute decision! XD We didn't planned how much cookies we were gonna bake, but i guess we just try to bake some. Btw, do you think plain flour can be use to bake cookies too? Cause' my mum always uses self-raising instead of plain flour. But I guess, we needa to be more accurate about the amount of baking powder we're going to put. Hopefully, after my dental tmr our COOKIES will turn out to be delicious!! (: God bless us!

- A regret before the call from heaven-

2006-11-11T21:59:00.000+08:00

-A Regret before the Call from Heaven-

"Sheila. Are you free on Saturday night?"

Sheila hesitated. She had been waiting for Walcott to ask her out.

"Err.. Sure. Movie?"

Walcott nodded and said, "Alright. Meet you on Saturday night at 5 pm, at your place. I gotta go. Bye."

Sheila agreed and turned to Michelle who was behind her. She kept repeating to Michelle that Walcott had asked her out. Michelle smiled back to show that she was happy for her.

It was lunch break. Sheila, Michelle and another best friend of theirs, Jalene, were having their lunch together when Michelle started the conversation again by saying that Walcott had asked Sheila out.

"I'm sorry, Jalene. But he asked me out. Aren't you happy for me? A cute guy like Walcott asked me out!" Sheila showed her sarcasm to Jalene.

Jalene rolled her eyes and ignored the words from Sheila's lips. She kept on eating her lunch pretending that she did not care much. Thus, her heart was aching too much because she could not bear hearing that the guy whom she had a crush on was asking her best friend out, instead of her.

Back at home, Jalene wrote in her diary, letting out her anger about the guy who she had a crush on, had asked Sheila out. Sheila has never been her " real"best friend been friends with Sheila since primary school but their friendship was never in peace. They often fought and had conflicts with each other. Even small things could lead to big arguments. Once, they had a small argument on food and it had led them not talking to each other for weeks. Michelle, would always be the one settling things between the two of them.

Jalene remembered when they were in secondary one; Sheila, Michelle and she were again, in the same class. And, every time when Sheila and she fought, again, Michelle would always be the one who would help them settle things out. Thus, they changed class when they graduated to secondary two. Sheila and Michelle got better result and they changed to a better class. Since then, Michelle was always with Sheila and Jalene always got jealous.

So, Jalene called up Michelle and confided in her about Sheila. She could not stand Sheila bragging about going out with Walcott. Michelle listened to Jalene and asked her to ignore Sheila with her bragging. Michelle told her that it was not Sheila' fault in the matter of going out with Walcott as it was Walcott, himself who had asked Sheila out.

Jalene could not accept what Michelle had just said and hung up the phone. She started mumbling to herself and could not believe that Michelle was on Sheila's side.

Jalene went back to her diary and wrote a plan about getting rid of Sheila. Jalene had written down everything bad about Sheila and for destroying her friendship with Michelle.

It' s the night for Sheila and Jalene was looking forward to it, hoping her plan would succeed. Jalene was hiding behind Walcott' car, spying on them to make sure her plan will go on smoothly. She saw Walcott came with his red Porsche sports car arrived at Sheila' s house waiting for Sheila.

Upon knowing that Walcott had gone to the wrong house, he reversed his car without knowing that Jalene was hiding behind the car. Jalene shouted at him to stop but he couldn't hear her.

BOOM!

Walcott stopped. He turned and looked at the rear back mirror. He saw nothing. He rushed out of his car and checked what he had hit. He was shocked when he saw a familiar figure, bleeding and groaning, lying on the ground. He had been careless for not looking at the rear back mirror when he was reversing the vehicle. Walcott squatted down to the figure and stared at the face.

Sheila came running to Walcott' s side when she heard the loud sound. She too was shocked when she saw the lying figure on the road. It was Jalene. She squatted down beside the Walcott and got hold of Jalene' s hand. She could not hold back her tears and cried. She hugged Jalene and said, "Why is this happening? I love you, girlfriend. I need you and Michelle. Though you 're always been badly to me, I'm always ready to forgive you."

Jalene looked at Sheila and tried to smile. She turned at Walcott and said, “I love you once. But I got to go and meet heaven. I'm sorry for backstabbing both of you. I had written a plan to get rid of you, Sheila. I was jealous when I found out Walcott asked you out. I'm sorry again, girlfriend. Forgive me? Goodbye..."

Jalene could not finish her sentence and she stopped breathing. Her hand dropped from Sheila’s grip. Sheila burst into tears and put her head onto Walcott's shoulder. Walcott too, was crying but hoping that Sheila did not notice it. He felt guilty for hurting Jalene who had admired him secretly.

Walcott put his arm around Sheila and kissed her forehead. He looked at the sky and asked to God, "Why must Jalene do this? Why can't she tell me the truth before You take her away?"

By:Natalie & Syairah.

Energy's BACK!

2006-11-03T22:33:00.000+08:00

woah. my shuaige ahda
omg. what's shuwei doing?
ENERGY!
ahda's practising his dancesteps

*Scream!!* It had really been a fun and unforgettable day for me today! I will keep these memories close to my heart! I really thank God for making my wish came true today!! I wished that I would get to shake kunda's hand at the airport today and it was totally like a dream that came true!! Mink and I met early in the morning at CCK MRT platform to fetch ENERGY at the airport!! They arrived at the airport at 1 plus. At first, from far we thought that it's ENERGY and everyone esle started to scream!! haha. But, it turned out to be a group of guys who's not ENERGY! =.= haha. Making all of us feel like fools. Then finally, we saw ENERGY and his colleages!! From far, I could simply recognise Kunda!! He's just so shuai with his spec and cap on!! Handsome cool dude! *Obsessed by his charms and ENERGY's latest sentimental love songs which was written by him- Ai Shi Kong!* Cause, I only paid attention to Kunda* I did not see ShuWei on that day, I heard from the other fans that Shuwei wore spec and caps and long sleeve to cover up himself. I guess he's just too tired after the long tiring flight! (: Oh ya! Here comes the most exciting and memorable part! When Energy arrived at the arrival hall, everyone screamed for them! * like all typical fans do when they get to see their idol!* It was wise of them to come in a huge group so as not to be easily identify by us! Anyway, I recognised Kunda and shook his RIGHT hand!! haha. The hand which he uses to sign his autograph! The hand which he uses mostly left hand to shake all his fans' hands during autograph session! I felt so warmed and secured when I shook Kunda's hand cos I was shivering to cold at the airport! My hand was so cold when I shook his hand, I bet he must be thinking why this girl's hand was so cold! -haha-I was so so blithe then! I even shook ahdi's hand with my left hand! haha. Well, although that few minutes may seemed short, but it will remain deep in my heart forever which kept repeating its flashback repeatedly! (: ilu ahda! (: *aishikong*

After fetching Energy, jm and I headed for work! -argh- We simply dont feel like going to work! I wanna go to energy's autograph session at chinatownpoint!! =( cos jm got the tickets and I will be able to get their autograph!! Nvm, There will surely be next time, I will surely go to their autograph session >_<

It was really tiring after work then, my work ended at 9:30 and jm and I shopped at marina square even after a hectic schdule! Both of us bought our shoes! haha. I got home around 12 that day! omg. I was so so tired but blithe till I couldn't slp that night! *thinking of ah da*(((((: Love ya, nat love da

-Training-

2006-10-31T14:55:00.000+08:00

-Phew!- Today was really tough and stressful day for me! I had my first day training at Mazana today! It was really stressful having to rmb everything about what the trainer had taught me. Nevertheless, I had learnt a lot about the products that were being made by the famous designer in Germany! (: But, somehow I just think that the price are weird. It's all pricing from $34.55 , $102.20, $34.60... I had to rmb all the price and what's the products used for! The products are so many that my trainer had spent 1 hour describing all the uses and where all the resources came from! haha. There goes my 1 hour and left with 2 hours to work! Yj came shortly after I hang out 1 hour later at work.

After my training, I went to Lot 1 to shop for my shirt. While stepping into lot 1, I saw Inthu and her cousin!! From far, I waved* at Inthu, but she seemed to be in a dazed! haha. We chatted and they accompanied me to look for my shirts. Haha. Inthu and her cousin then suggested that we take neoprints together! haha. It's been so long since I last took neoprints few months ago and I'm so lazy to scan and upload the pic we took. XD

Anyway, I'm so so excited about ENERGY coming to sg this fri!!! Kunda!! Here ah da's pic!!

-Bugis-

2006-10-28T21:35:00.000+08:00

Boo! Today, I went to Bugis with mx right after my course at Marsiling. I met her straight at cck mrt platform at 12:45pm. haha. Luckily, I did not reach there earlier, cos I knew that she will be late for sure! HAHA! Just as what I had expected, she was late!! X/ Upon reaching cck mrt platform, I saw someone that looked like mx and I was kiddi surprised to find that she was talking to a guy beside her. -gawd! Was that her bf?, I thought as I walked toward her. As usual, she was wearing a short mini jean and a spagectti strip shirt . -woah!- On the other hand, I seemed to see how her friend was eyeing at her while talking to her. At first, I was kiddi surprised why mx asked him out when we were supposed to go out together. Finally, the mystery was solved, they met just to return cds. haha! Anyway, they really looked like they're together! Maybe, they are!! *grin*

That guy took the same train as us and stopped at clementi. I noticed that he was eyeing at mx's enclaves when talking to her on the train. oh goodness me! Mx was wearing a v-shape spegectti and it's so obscene that i could see half her boobs* LOL. She's just so so gorgeous and sexy!OH Goodness me, mx was sitting down and the guy was standing up, looking at her ***** LOL. oh my oh my!! Let's not talk about him anymore!!

Well, after a long tiring mrt journey, we FINALLY reached BUGIS!! *SCRE AMMM!!* We shopped around like it's the first time we've been to a shopping centre, looking around to find something that suits and impress us. haha. I came across this tube and bought another waist belt to suit that tube! It's gorgeous! Absolutlely purple! (: mx bought herself a baggy shirt, the ones that are kind of popular in HK now. It's green and black strips. I think I looked FAT in them, so i didnt try on them. haha. oh ya! mx and I saw this really nice sweater which cost 32 bucks! We planned to buy that whithin this week! As, I will be needing a really nice and cosy one next yr, I'll most probably having a air-condition classroom next year!! Hmm... Looking -forward to it? NAH!

Here's some pic that I've took today!

-Purple is the colour of my hair-

2006-10-25T21:17:00.000+08:00

-Sigh~ It's been a really long and tiring day FOr me today, as i tried dying by hair at mx's hs! -argh- Spastic! We thought that it was purple and it appeared black to me!! -LOL- *scream*Hopefully, it will turned out to be purple as the days goes by! It's totally spastic and pathetic right? It was a mess out of it, when we tried dying our hair instead and we didnt changed into other clothing or something and my shirt was white and it turned out purple instead! Hah! I seriously exclaimed that dying our hair ourselves is really troublesome and not very effective! We tried several ways to let the purple dyes absorb into my hair and I was so so impatient when waiting for that stupid dyes to be totally adsorbed into my hair! -argh-=(

I'm right now blogging at mx's hs! I'm staying overnight at her house today! *grin* We planned to watch late-night movies! But seriously waiting for her to come back from her friend's hs was really frustrating! I bet she's there to chit-chat with her friends! LOL. It's like almost half-and hour!! >_<>
Love ya, Nat

DeathNote

2006-10-24T19:38:00.000+08:00

Hello world! I went to watch DeathNote with mx, john, Serene and jordan today at causeway point! haha. It's so nice but the storyline's abit twist and turn. Yup. The front part wasn't really as interesting as the back part! Kira's just so clever but sly! I think he's so evil and bad so as to sacrifice his girlfriend as part of his plan! =( How sad to see his girlfriend, who was so devoted to him, Kira just took advantage of her life to acheive his goals. Although he loved her very much, but he neglected their relationships to achieve his goals! How witty! X/ But I think that it's worth to watch that movie! I'll definitely wanna watch DeathNote 2 during dec! *whee~* (: I'm looking forward to it!!

Happy Deepavali!!

2006-10-22T12:33:00.000+08:00

Happy Deepavali to all! Especially Inthu! (: Thanks for inviting us to your house today! We really had a lot of fun at your house today! -thanks for that yummy food and great game!- haha. Oh! Today was really a tired but fun day! We were invited to Inthu's house for lunch and we crapped and joked a lot. haha. I met jm at lot one first in the morning to buy gifts for inthu, cos we thought that it would be rude not to buy anything to her house. In the end, we bought her *Ferreror Rocher* instead. yup! Hope that she wont mind for buying such cheap gifts. XD After buying the gifts from watson, we headed to BG mrt station to meet jy and xj. Shortly, yj came and we waited for xj. Sadly, we thought that she was late. BUT, she was actually not meeting us right from the start! Hmm. we waited there for her. But nvm, at least we're not alone. So, we to head straight to inthu's hs without much hesitation because xl was already waiting for us at inthu's block. After much walking, we finally reached her hs! Well, the route was like walking to sch! It makes me feel so sick whenever I think of sch! The sch was just a few miles away from inthu's hs! haha

We had a lot of fun at inthu's hs! I love their food! haha. Especially the chilly prawns, mutton, chicken and her agar-agar! It's so so delicious! haha. I've just found out that inthu's cousin is so pretty! and so is inthu! haha. (: Here's some pic! That's inthu's cousin ! And this's Inthu! (:

Next, jm, yj and I headed to city hall to find jobs!! -scream- They kept asking us to fill in application forms! It's like my first time filling this form and I felt so vexed over it! AnOther thing! The person from the second shop that we went in, called yj and jm but she didnt call me!! How sad =( *scream* mayb I ought to exclaim that i want full-time instead of part-time!! Next, we had our dinner at long john silver and headed to Esplanade! Wow! When we reached there, we were kiddi shocked by the overcrowding crowds! The were live concerts going on! It was splendid of course! haha. I bet yj definitely had a lot of FUN ytd!! haha.*hint hint* *blink blink*haha!! and we took a lot of pics together too! heh! I got back home at around 10:30pm ytd! I was so so tired then. haha. But , it's really a memorable day to me! *thanks*(: Oh! I knew tha they just love me too much!

Lovely singapore sight
*twist twist*
*ahbunahnahnah and ahbunahnah*
*Ahbunah*, *Ahbunahnahnah* and *Ahbunahnah!* *Thinking of you! K box guy! * -grin-
Buddies forever!
*waiting for xj*
That's inthu's cousin !
And this's Inthu! (:

LOve ya, Nat (:

-Memories-

2006-10-19T12:29:00.000+08:00

- Sweet memories... -

Hello my dear world!! I'm back to blog something! Holidays to me was totally boring!! I just every ways to find someone to talk to and try reading up books and magazines. -argh- BUT still can't kill off my boreness!! How sad! =((

Here's some pics that I've took on 16 oct; Suski Sushi! (:
Mx and I ( i was trying to smile wit my mouth sealed X/
Yike! haha. All of us simply do not want to eat that but mx just ordered it!!
Candid shot? -grin-
It looks dirty and yucky
Px loves this! While mx and I hatred this!!It tastes so horrible to me!
*big balls* I'm trying to pose something
haha. she wasn't prepared and I took her pic!
What a mess!

Part 2:

-Sweet memories will be kept close to my heart <33*-

*thinking back*... I used to think that we were inseparable as twin peas in a pod! -sigh- These were just my wishful thoughts. How insane can that be when your own buddies are drifiting all apart from you and with another friend? Isn't distance a problem to destroy the friendships you have with your friend? It's the heart and mind that make up a friendship. Whenever I think of thoses times we had and think of now, you seem to have forgotten all the times and fun we had together. I am trying hard to hold on tightly to our friendships while I feel that you are letting it go... Please dont do that to me. True friends aren't suppose to be like this. Buddies shouldn't be forgotten and be neglected. I feel alone and always dont seem to understand what's going on between your *conversation* I hope time will heal my pains and sorrows.

*IMAGINE-

Imagine a world
where wind blows so soft
And laughter and joy
Are heard frequent and oft

Imagine a world
where the work is like play
And the sun smiles everyday.

With your best friends around you
You're never alone
And each day after school
You all talk on the phone

Where you know if you're sad
There are places to go;
A soft shoulders to cry on
As you let your pain go

Now imagine that world
On a bright summers' day
As you stand there and watch it
All GET TORN AWAY

After three months of mourning,
You're in a new school
where you're new and unfamiliar to the school,

You feel like a fool

There used to be good days
And bad days were rare
But now that's reversed,
and you're too cold to care

For the warmth that you loved
Has blown off the breeze;
Now you're shivering and cold,
Always ill at ease

Your hearts in your throat
And the fear's in your mind
But where to go now?
When the world's so unkind

You flee from the lunchroom
and dash for the stairs
Knowing no one will miss you
Because nobody cares~

And TEARS STREAK your face
At noon everyday,
You wonder if ever
You wont feel this way

Imagine a world
of deception and fear
of betrayers and liers
you feel you dont belong here...

and imagine my friend,
Just what would you do?
If this new scary life?
Thrust itself upon you?

And so that is whyy
Sometimes I wont talk;
Why I flee class so anxious
And go for a walk

I NEED YOU RIGHT NOW;
So please stay with me, friend
Through this nightmare of change
Until we reach the end...

p.s: *sob sob*

*treasures*

- Procasting -

2006-10-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

- Procasting -

Woohoo!~ Yay!! Finally after my N level! I'm back from all the stressful lifestyles and studies that I have been coping in school and at home! Oh well, I guess I have been spending my endless days doing things that I really like to. Haha! I played the com and continue watching my favourite korean drama series show. -grin- oh I just couldn't stop watching, it's just so-so excited and so interesting!! Oh! I have been watching "Goong" for 4 consecutive days!! Haha. well, I guess i just couldn't stop watching it then. haha. Thinking back, I felt kiddi guilty to be doing almost nothing meaningful these few days. Unlike e days in school, although it's stressful and I often felt breatheless, I get to be busy rather than to live my life aimlessly. >_<

Life's boring if you do nth to it. -yea- I totally agree to that! So, I've planned to do many useful things during these holidays. yupps!! =)) -yea- Cos I believe that life's just so so short... ... There are many things in life that I should try doing! that's just once in a lifetime... ... In a lifetime... ...

Oh ya! Today, I have been to pei xuan's church! It's so nice being there! There are simply a lot of nice and friendly people. They're so nice to me and mei xiu! *great thanks wor* =)) We sang praises to the lord! yupp. I have intended to go there every sat!! Yupp. I will try to make myself available on that day!! =)) God bless you all!! *huggs*

p.s: I'm at pei xuan's house now. She's sleeping soundly, while I thought of staying awake after drinking a bowl of soup. I'm so full to the brim! -haha-. anyway, Goodnight to all. Love ya! <33

Hao Xin fen shou

2006-08-30T18:14:00.000+08:00

Hey my dear "open" diary!! Procastinating: ;) I can't wait for sch tmr! It's just going to be extremely fun and exciting! Coming up is our Ace day and our teacher's day celebration in the school hall!! *scream!!* I simply cannot wait any longer!! I just hatred today's weather! Why must it rains when I feel like taking a jog? -argh- =( It's just my luck i guess... Maybe I'll consider climbing that flight of stairs!! -thoughts-

As I browse through the MTV asian website, I saw may and choy, Denise Keller's recorded interview! It's really cool and intriguing!! I totally love their accent and sweet voice!! All of them are the truely heartthrob, simply love them to bits!~especially May and choy.They are like twin peas in a pod, inseparable twin. How I crave to have a twin sister or brother. (nono, sister's better!! -grin- We can share surreptitious talk and share and do everything together under the sun, late-night parties, study together, travelling together, SHOPPING TOGETHER! These thoughts really tickled my minds~ *Mummy, how come you only gave birth to me when I was borned? Where is my another sister?**grin** -BAD ME- Mummy: *It's a torture to have another you, one's enough!!* =/

Somehow, I have started visiting the stomp.com to view these star blogs' entries and I often wonders what kind of blog they will write. Well, I read may's blog about her being honest and truthful to tell us about her personal lives. She told us how she used to weigh 54kg at the height of 157cm. She was being picked and selected by the Malaysia modelling and they wanted her to lose 5 kg in order to see the bones. But she was unwilling, it's already on healthy range and she do not understand why singapore only focus on dieting pills and breast enhancement. I really true, i totally agreed with her! Why is Singapore having the mindset of being thin is the winner? I think, we need to excercise because we need to keep our body in pink health and not just *i wanna be thin, thin thin, so i need to exercise a lot* Come on' what's wrong with this world? why is everything getting so out of hands? We should love ourselves. I guess, theirs' lives will definitely be a gazillion times better than ours, especially for those who are still studying. How nice to be a VJs? *wishful* thinkings...* -shook-it's time to wake up girl! =p

-Procastinating-

2006-08-24T22:19:00.000+08:00

Hello world! I'm here to announced something!! I've finally bought my sling bag!! Yipee!~ ;) I'm so-so blithe about that! It's brown and with orange strips! It looks totally so out-standing and cool! I love the brown (dull colour) and all of a sudden *wow!* -orange- (striking and bright colour) It's so eye-catching!! For the umpteen times, I have been posing in front of my mirror with my bag, admiring that lovely bag of mine! -grin- I must have been obsessed by it!! haha. I am still considering whether I should bring it to sch tmr! -heh- Mayb i should. =p Moreover, I paid for it. -grin-

Today was just so-not-me. I couldn't pay attentions in class. I am always feeling so distracted, especially during that english and physics lessons. -argh- Supposely, we should have 2 English lessons and 2 CME lessons. But instead we've got another 2 extra physics lessons!! -How dreadful it was?- oh ya, one more thing! I couldn't concentrate in class with those sluts alway there to gossip and talk bad about people! Can't they do something esle rather then intruding into others' PRIVATE lives? -rolling my eyes- -ARGH- -WHATEVER!? WHO CARES ABOUT YOU ALL?-

Deearrrrr world! I just hope that these poeple could vanished into the air and never appear before my eyes! Probably one day, I'll learn to forgive and forget. But not definitely not at this moment! I can't!! -N-O-

I miss CO! Especially with my friends and girlfriends all there!! We had missed out so much fun after we had step down from CO!! -I missed those days- I remembered how we spent so-so much time practising for our sec 2 and sec4 concerts!! two concerts!! Wasn't it fun and memorable? I can still remembered it deep down in my heart!! Never will it fade awayy.... ... All my lovely seniors and juniors! Goodbye! =(

How time really flies~

2006-08-20T15:10:00.000+08:00

*woah* How time really files!~ Thinking back how much hard work and efforts we had put in during our O level Chinese during the first day of our June holidays! Chinese O level was over and the results are back already and I got A2. Hmm. I don't planned to retake that again, since I'm not really interested in chinese. anyway, I do really wanna take this opportunity to thank my chinese teacher! Miss Lam! =) Thank you so much for your guidance and encouragement! Thank you! I do really appreciate it! =)

Today, my sister had held her birthday party at home. Her friends were all there. My mum had ordered pizza, KFC and her birthday cake(2nd birthday cake I should say, she had her first 2kg cake last week at my aunty's house! Isn't that fair?) *thoughts* I think that these kids're very noisy and loud. argh. Totally spoiling my great sunday!! =( I simply don't like them touching my piano. *bang bang bang* It really hurts my heart seeing my piano being *damaged* by these small brat!! =/ *sry if i'm being too mean,* but really, that's the true. I simply can't stand it. I wanted so much to chase them out of my house!! -argh- Little kiddo~ *screaming, shouting, jumping, running*--> mad kids. -argh- I need some break man!

I can't concentrate with them screaming and shouting! How am I going to concentrate on my studies? help. help. help. *rolling my eyes~*

Oh ya! Recently, I've been to a site of really cool website. It's something to do with the 3D messenger i supposed. I can dressed the person that I've chosen and selected. I can also take fotos of them. I can also meet them for conversations. It's totally awesome!

Yiqian's birthday's round the corner! Gonna buy her birthday present tmr! Lots of Love, Nat

* Exaams Exaams Exaams*

2006-08-19T18:53:00.000+08:00

Hello everybody! I'm back after that long long weeks of hectic schdules!! [Still working it out though] XD. Arrgh! I missed blogging!! Somehow I feel that blogging eases my mind! I feel so muchy muchy better! I feel that it's so empty after changing to that High school musical blogskin! I find that messy and it's like all over the place. So, I have decided to change my blogskin! Well, it's actually quite nice to use the blogskins given by blogger! Pink and sweet!! =) That's the nicest one I've chosen! *grin*

My exams are round round the corner! Hmm... Or should I say it's just hardly two months away!!! *SCREAM!!* The big day!! Oh ya! I've met some friends today at BC. I think she's from indonesia! She've got that Indonesian accent. But somehow, I thought that she's from Hong Kong! oh. I'll ask her next week then! She wrote her contact inside my book!She's one year elder than me. I think that she's Pretty, sweet and rich girl. =) Today, zi yi, I supposed that's her name, she's seems to be nonchalant toward me. I think that that's really something fishy going on then. *wild thoughts*

Monday is going to be my english prelimary papers!! Wish me goodLuCk!! GOD bless me!! =) There are still piles of work for me to complete it. argh. Fnn, geo and physics!! *Way to go!*

*Surreptitious talk*

What do you call that person who always talk behind your back? *Note that it hurts people*
a) bitch --> argh.. that's too easy for her.
b) slut--> what do you think?
c) bimbo--> I don't think so.

Lots of love,
Nat

2006-08-08T18:08:00.000+08:00

Ok. this is gonna be short and sweet. It's gonna be so so random since i'm not really in a mood to write long entry today. Cos I think that my blog's quiet here! come'on make some noise people!! haha!! alright, i've got my mock test today in school! Instead of celebrating national day the upper sec had to do mock papers! what a school! hmph. can't blame then. Who ask exam's coming? Min, yj and I went to k box today. hmm. I think that it's rather boring though. We didnt sang much. Cos the charge for per person today was very expensive. yup. Today's like a blessing day for me! thanks god! God bless you all! =)

2006-07-28T18:38:00.000+08:00

- What a long week!! -

Phew! Finally this week has come to an end! I'm so elated that weekends are here! Cos, I really need some time to rest with hectic schedule in school! Yesterday, I rememebered how tired I was in school, especially we had two continuous remedials. Yesterday, school only ended at 2:10pm, but we still had two remedials till 5:10pm. It was REALY tiring especially when teacher wants to rush in teaching one whole new chapter within an hour. It was pouring heavily outside too. Everyone was so tired in class, trying their very best to copy down the notes that teacher had given us. I got home only at 5:45pm. I was so so tired but satisfied that I did spend my time wisely that day! (:

Today, I'm packed again! I had my dental appointment at 0230pm. Mum and I were so tired that we took cab there! haha. Luckily, I was on time for my dental appointment too! My Doc just cut off the wire that are hurting my gums that cause my so much pains! Phew! FINALLY!! Pain no more! Then we took bus back home, since we decided that we should take a walk back home. I'm starting to realize that actually taking a walk back home is really a good way of relieving stress! Plus, strolling is a good way to exercise!!

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL'S CD OUT IN THE STORE!! Woohoo! I wanna buy! But I've got no time to go HMV cos exam's near!! I need study!! study study!! My N level Prelim's near and my chinese O's result's coming back to me too! May GOD bless me!! (:

Oh ya! WENDY!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! MELISSA!! HAPPY HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! LOVE YOU GIRLS! (:

2006-07-21T23:23:00.000+08:00

-Go GREEN GO GREEN!!

- Woohoo!! Finally back from outside. After such a long and tiring day!! But I should say, a long and meaningful day indeed! =) haha. Today, was my school's annual sport day!! Woohoo!!~ GREEN HOUSE GOT THE SECOND for the overall championship!! Though, they did not beat RED house! But we've tried so hard to be the top 3, when we still can't get the top 3 few years back then! We did it!! woohoo!~ =)

haha. I still remembered how me, mel, mink, yj,xj, melissa(N1) cheered so loudly, or should i say scream? oops. haha. anything! Both i should say. "cheered" till my voices nearly gone. haha. I've tried so hard to control my mood. I keep telling myself to control, not to become to "high" and lose my voice as, i'll still will be having my chinese oral later. Control control control.... till i can't control anymore. HAHA!!

After sport day, I headed to westmall with qian, mink and yj for lunch! We ate Mac! haha. AGAIN? The new fries totally taste aweful. haha it's too salty i think. then I headed back to home alone after such a long tiring day for that stupid oral.

Night came, my dental appointment! So packed hor? haha. But I love it! =) I think i'm going crazy. ok. gonna stop here. mel. i love you. haha. =p We rocks! p.s: hey, if you gg to town tmr, can help me to buy the girlfriend mag? haha.

2006-07-15T22:25:00.000+08:00

Here's High School Musical!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bYK_SLZRgns

2006-07-13T18:15:00.000+08:00

- Went fotos crazy in sch today!! -

It's been 3 weeks since sch started and I'm used to it!! Probably it's because exam's round the corner~ haha. I knew that every week sch will be so hectic and stressful. But I'm sooooo gonna get used to it. Well, I thought sch's really fun for me especially my day spent with mel!! haha! WE gossiped and chit-chat during classes and lessons. Obviously not during teacher's teaching. haha. yup. Today, we were released at 2:10 and our remedial starts at 3:45. We spent our time taking lots and lots of fotos!! haha. It was so fun then. haha. We even had our GIRL TALK. I meant REAL GIRL TALK. haha. Shh.... My lips are sealed up. Xp. We even took lots of silly pic, making shu qing thinks that we were really so obsessed in ourselves. haha. She kept on shaking her head and insisted me not to take anymore pic using my hp and let her play with my hp's games instead. haha. obviously, i told her later. haha.

I'm so in LOVE WITH MEL'S FLOWER. THANKS FOR THIS LOVELY FLOWER~

Nat and mel

See how *HARDWORKING*i am? HAHA.

my hand, mel's hand.

Mary-kate and ashley!!

Blue crystal solid!!

During our Chemistry lessons, we were in the chem lab doing some experiments...

2006-07-07T23:10:00.000+08:00

- Turning 16 after today-

- Wow! Time really files! I'm soon turning 16 after today!! I'm like left with less than 1 hr to be still 15 years old. XD. Felt like i'm really getting older. haha. Somehow, I feel that turning 16 means that I'm able to act like a real mature and sensible young adult. ;) You know, no longer preventing myself from watching NC16. haha. I alway told myself that it's my sweet sixteen after today! =) For, I'm gonna lead my life with fun and enjoyment. I must enjoy every moment of life, be it happiness or sorrows. It's just the processes that we'll need to go through. I just don't seem to know why I dont seem to be looking forward towards my birthday. Probably, my bro affected my mood and the enthu to my birthday. I seem to be so down and moody... ahh ahhh ahh... Whatever~ I like dont know waiting for who to wish me happy birthday. My friends? haha. not yet. Family? only sister. parent are asleep~ WELL, whatever it is! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! =)

2006-06-30T11:07:00.000+08:00

- Back from holis to sch time! -

Wow!It's been a week since I put on my braces! But till now, I am still not used to it. Especially when I still need to rinse my mouth thoroughly after every meal. I still rememebered how painful it was I first put on my braces on last week, Friday. It was really terrible! =( I can always feel that pain of shifting of my teeth and gums. It really hurts a lot! Sometimes, I dont even know whether I should close my mouth or just open my mouth! haha. That was really bad huh? =( I think that this holis' the worst of my life. =( Ever since, he's gone. My whole family seems to undergo ever changes... I just hope things would still stay the same like it used to... ...

I'm blogging in sch now. teacher's coming! bye for now.

2006-06-02T22:39:00.000+08:00

My sis and I on my dad's car~
What a mess by me!
my menicure!
Swensen
Ice cream!!
me and mel!!
my lovely nails~ - What a day!? - I had such a long day for me today. I woke up at 7:30 to go to the temple with my parent, next dashes down to the dental for my dental appointment at 12pm. omg! It's terrible, the metals' hurting me so pain. When ever I chew, my gums tends to rub against the metals causing my gums to bleed. =(( Ouch! That's really painful you know. Next, hitted town and met my girlfriends! 9 of us. It was so fun then. But i came late. XD They met so early! 10:30am? Just cos of my dental they waited for me for hours. sorry girls. =) I did menicure and penicure!!

Here some pic I took!!

2006-05-31T10:18:00.000+08:00

- Let this be the sweetest memories that you have left with us... ...-

Dear god above! Please bless my bro, Eugene with eternal happiness and love. Shelter him with all the loves and cares like noone ever has and let this memories of him be stored with us for ever... ... I will not forget how he is always up to many mischief. I will never forget how we hold on to each other so tightly and cried so thoroughly. I will never forget how we used to fought so many a times over little things. I will never forget how much you like to tease me. I will never forget playing badminton and bb with you. I will never forget how much you love to watch soccer match and WWE. I will never forget how you fought the computers and tv with me. I will never forget how we used to talk and sing at night when we always slept till so late. I will never forget how you used to say: Jiejie, I love you. =]

2006-05-23T22:12:00.000+08:00

- White form red form? It doesn't matters... ...-

*Scream* Boohoo!~ It's Xuan han's birthday today! Happy birthday my dearest junior. (: haha. Best wishes ok.

*6 more days to 0 level chinese* Hmm. gawd! It's like so near le. omgg. Totally unbelievable! =( Nvm, I'll still do my best. -argh- Recently, had my intensive mt in the hall. It's SOOO boring. =.= Sit till my bums went so hot. haha.

After viewing min's entry, I really think that to suceed, you really need the POSITIVE AND RIGHT ATTITUDE towards your work. Really. If not, nothing will be able to accomplish le. So jia you jia you jia you wor. This entry is so short. haha. anyway, i gtg to study le. bye and for now. (: STRIVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!

2006-05-15T18:49:00.000+08:00

- What babies are you? -

Hey!Check this out!! i simply thinks that, this is interesting and kind of true. Well, some of them maybe quite true but some are not. :)

----------------JULY BABY -------------- Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.Moodyand easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

-argh- For the umpteeth times, I'm turned them down again. sorry. =((

2006-05-12T18:49:00.000+08:00

- AquaMarine :Merrrrr- maid... -

alright! I went to town ytd with my side-kicks! We watched Aqua Marine!! That was what I wanted to watch for months!! It was so humorous and fancinating then. I was totally obsessed into RAYMOND!! GAWD! HE'S SO GORGEOUS! HAHA. :) I LURVE RAYMOND! HAHA. Dont get me wrong ok? haha. He's the male lead for AquaMarine and I LURVE CECILIA TOO!! :) ove the idea of putting the starfish onto my ear as ear rings and them complimenting me!!haha. I love those idea about how to know a guy and so on... it's really great movie. hahhs. Hope to watch it again. but not after long, sadness came... ...

2006-05-11T09:41:00.000+08:00

- feeling blue -

Morning everyone!! I dont know why I simply dont feel so good today when I woke up at 7am. When I actually dont even need to go to skul. hmph. I felt my back aching my body aching everywhere. I just can't slp! Even though, I slept early last night, feeling so bad with my swollen eyes, I just can't slp any. I think I must have been the earliest to wake up among my friends! haha. Bet they must be slping so soundly like pig. haha. =p

I remembered last night, i was so tired till I put on my mask and doze off to sleep. Woke up feeling so cold and blur. haha. Looked at my hp, 2 unread msg. min and qian!! oops. sorry dearies! I was so tired to reply your msg then. Waited now then replied. X/ forgive me? haha. I knew you would.

Oh ya! Ytd, qian min and I went to k box after our 2 long weeks of thorough exams!! -sigh- Nevertheless, haiss. Ok let's not talk about it any. But I had fun though. :)

-S-C-R-EAA--MM- I miss my doggies!! haha. I wanna go see them!!

2006-05-10T17:03:00.000+08:00

- Exams over!!! -

-Phew!~ Exam's finally over!! I'm totally so blithe about it. (: Finally, I can blog! haha. Sad to say, I dont think I can aced my exams this time. -argh- I'm way too stressed-up dealing with things at home and coping my studies. But, nvm. Way to go!~ Holidays! Here I come!! haha. =P Well, actually i've planned to do a lot of things during my holis. haha. Firstly on the list is : Shopping!! haha Shop shop and shop till my legs drop! OOps! haha. Secondly, I planned to prepare myself for my coming chinese O's. (: Alright! 19 more days to my chinese O's!! I've been counting each and everyday toward that day. [ not that i'm looking-forward to it! ] But just a reminder for myself, that I've to really prepare myself for that.Thirdly, do a bit of revision for my N's. Fourthly, SSHHHOOPPPPIIINGGGG again!! haha. =P [ Can you see how desperately I want to shop? haha. =P] But I hope this holis, would be a nice one instead of a bad one... ... =((

-Arrrrrrrgggghhhhh- Right now, I wanna declare something. Whoever is this stupid pathetic fellow who kept smsing me, [perstering me], with this 94208480 hp num. How many times must I tell you that you're a nuisance to me for months. Really. I'm totally pissed-off with you. I don't even know who the hell are you. Stop trying to act like you really know me and kept asking me whether i am natalie from swiss. alright. You're not being sincere enough this way~ And so what if i am? You can't do anything~ alright! So, back off~

alright, let's not talk this *mysterious person* anymore. Back to some HAPPY MEMORIES!~ ha! Here some pic we took together with qian and min the other day during the sec 4 step-down. I took this using my hp and send it thru gprs to my e-mail. Nice right? :) haha.

2006-05-05T14:17:00.000+08:00

- Lovely doggies~ -

Boo! alright. Just had my maths p1 today. Hmm. well, it's kiddi easy, i think. Yup. (: Hmm. it's been so long since I last updated. =] haha. Just to post something really jovial about today. I'm so glad that me, min and qian had such a long girl talk. It's been so long since we last hang out! X/ Min and I just continued talking from 9:30 am to 12pm. haha. Non-stop. Even when we were eating, we had so much fun together. Then qian came and joined us at lot one. We met and decided to go to my cousin's hs to c my lovely doggie. haha. =] I simply adores them loads. But, I think the boy's learning how to bite ppl now. -argh- I needa train him during the holidays!! =] haha. looking-forward to that day. Don't you say that I'm being biased, I think I just love them more than you. heh. =P

2006-04-20T22:08:00.000+08:00

- Exams~ -

Well, Exams are round the corner and I'm not totally prepared yet. Not now but in another or so days~ I will =]

here some pic we took last month. haha, It was before recess, then we planned to sneak into th toilet to take pic with my class girls. haha. I remembered miss seah[ our chemistry teacher was inside the class already] Sadly, shuqing and wan xin weren't inside the pic. shuqing took the opportunity to take this pic for us. thanks a lot girl. Don't worry. I'll take another just you and me ok? =p haha.

' 4N2 girls rocks =] ' p.s: Once again, I'm think that i'm gonna fade away... fading away... In a far far away land~

2006-04-14T17:25:00.000+08:00

- Good friday!!( Celebrate your life!) -

Feel your own energy and seize the day!! (: Wow! Right now, I'm filled with my ENERGY! Self-confidence and exuberance! I could just feel that rush of energy in me. That joy and vitality!! Haha. Made myself so useful today, by enjoying every moments of studying. wahaha. Craps right? I'm happy that I did spend time studying! haha. But it's still way to go!! (; Strive and perseve till the end alright!! =]

Haha. I'm so blithe!! My dad gave me a perfume! Namely, *Cindy Crawford* Know who's she? That very top model!! (: Her perfume's really feminine and elegant! The packaging is so damn nice and exquisite!! Hah! I just so love that perfume!!*hearts* Really! =] It cost him 80 bucks I guess and he asked his friend to buy that from paris!! That's what my mum told me. Thanks a lot daddy! <33

Hmm... Well, I'm so glad that aren't any school today!! Really. Slept till 7:30am. I just don't know why I just couldn't sleep and woke up so early even it's public holi!!! -argh- Mayb it's a habit oreadi! Yup. I guess. Maybe it's because I slept early last night. Haha. slept around 10:30pm ytd. haha. Was so sleepy then. Then this morning, actually decided to go for a jog. haha. but too lazy la. Then it's like gonna rain too. Then spend my early morning stepping into the world of economic and politics and fashions. [newspapers! ] haha. yup. I guess I'm crapping a lot today!! haha. How come? Honestly speaking, I don't know why too. haha.

Woah. I just found out that Britney spears's song really nice. I love her lyrics and voice. I like her vocal album! really!! I used to like her, and used to dislike her and used to like her and dislike her and like her again!! haha. I'm sputtering nonsense again. Forgive me for dat k? haha. =p oh no!! I just couldn't stop typing!! I guess this entry would be my longest entry ever!! haha. Right now, i'm tuning on to Britney spears's *Someday (you will understand!* Really. It's really a nice song. Right now, I'm trying to put that song onto my blog!! haha. In process.... .... yup yup.

Someday I will understand
In God's whole plan
And what He's done to me
Oh but maybe someday I will breathe
And I'll finally see
Don't you run too fast my dear
Why don't you stop?
Just stop and listen to your tears
They're all you've got
It's in you
You see somebody's watching
Over you
And that is all I'm praying is that
Someday you will understand

2006-04-13T00:14:00.000+08:00

- =(( -

-argh- Go away! Get back. All you think was about her. Everything. Shut up. I'm sick and tired of about hearing you guys. OH. How both of you are so loving to each other. X/ really. I hatred visiting blog. really. stupid blogger. I really need to ban myself from gg to that website. =((

There's ss and chem tests tmr! I'm must persevere!! (: jia you nat!!

2006-04-11T18:57:00.000+08:00

- Blue Blue day -<br>

-argh!- I'm feeling so blue today. Really. Honestly speaking, after ytd's incident. I really treasured my bro a lot. It was really scary. I really had a BIG shock out of my whole life. =(( Unfortunately, that was a bad one indeed. I remembered clearly how my sister and I were all crying. Torents of tears that kept rolling down our cheeks. I do not know what to do. Really. =(( It was the worst nightmare ever! Haiss. I really hope that god will bless us all!! Lord Jesus!! Bless all those who are less fortunate and those who solemnly needs our help!~ Give them a hand to hold on to, a heart to give to. Bless them with happiness and good health. Dear god, please help to ease their pains and sorrows! I seek from you to forgive their sins and bless them. Amen.

-Argh- I felt really stressed- up now. argh. My parents decided to go to malaysia this fri and will be back on sun morning. They wanna me to go. But I've got exams in 2 weeks time. How to? I really dont feel like going. How now brown cow? Haiss. My first priorities is studies. I needa cope at home and study. I dont wanna go to malaysia!! it's so humid and boring. X/ argh. Moreover, I've got excursion on sat!! FnN excursion!! Gg to the factory. I think. Hmm.. How? =((. I've got poa test tmr! Working capital!! Kampateh wor, Nat <33

p.s: The strangest thing of love that it that can make your heart beat faster, make you laugh and even cry. *sniff sniff*

2006-04-07T20:41:00.000+08:00

- I've thought thru -

Yup! I think I really ought to learn how to give up on you! Let this be a sweet memories between us in CO. =) Yup. I'm glad that you're blithe all the time. I'm happy for you! =) Take care wor!

Alright! Today, I had my 2.4 run in sch! -sigh- all of a sudden leg pain. Can't run! =(( -argh- aiyo! last run! Then, suddenly leg pain!! =(( supposedly, i can get A de leh. =((

Alright! I had my class-photo taking today!! Right after pe! -gosh!- We were all perspiring like hell. haha. Then all the girls were like "Shit! My hair's so messy! ai! Lend me your comb!!" haha. So funny!! But it was fun rushing though! haha. Mel and I was like "hey! ltr for informal pic, we stand together kay?" haha. But it turned out to be so ugly lor. We didn't have te time to pose!

We had our CO photo-taking today too! haha. We were all feeling so hot wearing that blazers and long pant! haha. Our CO ppl are so many that we took such a long time to get ready. Then went back CO to listen to our concert songs!! haha. We were all *gan pai zi * Getting faster and faster each time. haha. My chun ar, all messed-up. X/It brought me back sweet memories then. haha. Really.

Talk to me mei, Huiying today! She looked so stress! hey girl must take care wor. (= *huggs*

P.s: God in heaven, God above, please protect my brother who I love. Sealed with a kiss and a big fat hug. I love my brother and dear god please bless him!!

2006-04-05T23:10:00.000+08:00

- Come'on! Show me some sadness, nat! -

-Argh- I think I really must have went crazy. time for me to wake up la. *So, let me just close my eyes and just feel the torrents of tears rolling down my cheeks* Feel that heartbeat of mine... ... Heard that shattering sound? *shattered into million pieces... ...*

*rolling my eyes* Whatever am I thinking~ *whatever* Jinmin!! qian!! I needa you guys! *girl talk!!* haha. (:

p.s: Living live to the fullest, be it happiness or sadness. Nat, no matter what, be strong! >_<

2006-04-03T18:55:00.000+08:00

- =(( -

-Sigh!- =(( Things just really scuks big time for me today!! -argh- Today, I had my chinese test, which I didnt manage to do finish the multiple qnz, well, which all of us did not. Next, was my Nafa test! =(( -argh- My stupid chin-up!! I just did 3!? Oh my goodness =(( Sad huh? My hands really hurt so much then. I felt like it's gonna tear apart. HAHA. probably lack of doing chin-up then. =(( For i'm gonna build muscles then. LOL~

Next!! My computer!! =(( -argh- Sad to say, my com's wireless mouse's spoilt!! So, right now, I'm using my bro's com instead. No songs, no pic. haiss. I even tried fixing it myself, but to no vali, it's still unfixed. =((

P.s: Just go. I know you wanna me to leave. So just leave me alone in my own realm~ Go, go, go... ...

2006-04-01T22:06:00.000+08:00

- Sec 4 stand down -

Wow! So, today's April Fool day!! haha. -argh- I was being tricked by TNG YI QIAN. -argh- Again?!! X/ This girl ar, can't stand her. Always tricked me de. Hmph! Always talk rubbish and nonsense. haha. But nvm la. I do actually enjoy spending all those time with you. You're always there to hear all my prob , sukings, whining and even gossips. Haha. I miss you. Really! Don't forget that our friendships are not just a word or a full stop, but a millions of uncountable words without any full stops. (:

Haha. Today, we had our last day of CO in sch. With all the Sec 1-4. It' was really saddening to hear that many of my peers are leaving soon. ( Though, it's end of the year, it's different now, cos they no longer need to come for Co prac le. ) Haha. Why do I always seem to miss them so much when I actually told myself to treasure every moment with them? It's like, woah! Today, shang fei and shu fen cried infront of us. probably they can't bear to leave CO. =( Dont be sad.

*Here my appreciations to all my lovely juniors!! * Special Thanks to Yu Heng, Xuan Han, Ninette, Wae Ting, Sin Ting, Jie Ying and not to forget Junda!! (: And all those whom I've missed out. (: Really thanks a lot for your lovely presents! Oh dear! Yu heng, xuan han ar. I'll buy something esle specially for you guys some other day la. Me recently, not so free. Don't mind hor? (: haha.

P.s: I miss you dearly. Really. Haiss... =( =( =( =( =(

2006-03-31T19:04:00.000+08:00

- Was it good to know so much things? -<br>

Alright! Today's cross-country had just passed and I'm feeling so tired now. haha. My face and hands were kiddi tanned now. haha. Due to over exposure of the Sunlights. haha. But I do kiddi love that tanned then. haha. I think I must have went deranged then. Pardon me for that huh? Awww... Wahaha. After our cross-country, I headed to Cause-way Point with my juniors. peiming, nett, yuheng, xuanhan, junda,waeting and JK. haha. They decided to buy presents for us! (*all the sec 4 for plucking-strings) haha. *thanks ya* as we're all stepping down soon. haha. I will definitely miss them a lot. (: We headed to Mac for our lunch and decided to stop at more than words shop to buy those prezzies. haha. I have no choice but to leave that shop cos I needa made myself unseen when they're paying the presents. XD haha.

Well, I really learnt a lot of things since this outing. Hmm... I found out a lot of things which I didn't took notice at all right from da start!! (woah?!) Xuan Han ar. haha. Not bad! still got a lot of people jio. =p wahaha. -argh- felt kiddi *jealous* lor. Err... am I thinking too much? (must be la) Maybe becos, I don't like sharing my juniors with the others? Or maybe I miss him too much. *shoo* back to main point.

Ok. Headed to IMM with Junda and xuanhan after going to cause-way point then. haha. They ask to pei jiu tag along lor. haha. woah. after a long tiring walk, finally reached IMM. wahaha. Then they met sinting to retrieve the cakes for tmr!! Celebrations!! whee~ (: haha. I'm gonna miss them soon. Hope that I wont weep tmr. Swiss co rawks! (:

Yuan Chao: aiya. Don't be sad liao la. There's still hope for ur top 20 list right? Still got next year de. jia you wor. (: This year, you just miss one to get into top 20. You can do it de! Trust me (:

Woah. Time to do my homework le. I've still got piles of homework yet to be completed. I intend to complete my chinese homework by today!! haha (:

P.s: I love you! Oh, God above! Help me to stop that love beyond that... ... Cos, I knew that it's totally impossible for us. I do not want my impulse to make a huge mistake. It's really impossible when one only treated you as their sister- and nth beyond that. Especially when their age are different. X/ That's the worst part~

2006-03-30T20:15:00.000+08:00

-Boo!-

Boo! Wow! It's cross-country for my sch tmr! It will be at the MacRitchie Resevoir! Hmph! Our sch want us to report at there by 7:15am! It's way too early you know? Hmph. X/ I needa catch some sleep. Recently, I guess I'm depriving of sleep. I needa have a real good sleep. It would be the best if I get to sleep during rainy days. HAHA. Sleep sleep sleep. Argh! But that's still piles of homework yet to be done! -argh!- =(

Guess what? haha. Min and I decided to rebel our sch by wearing our normal pe attire rather than the green house t-shirt! haha. Cos it totally looked so awkward when we wear green at the top and green below. haha. Bet we will definitely get to camouflage among those trees grass. wahaha. =p

P.s: I miss you! Haiss... though I know that you're down. Don't be ok? Don't forget I'm always here with and for you! Though, you may not know or even appreciate it, I want you to be happy and successful in life. (: Strive far and continue to jia you! Love ya.

2006-03-27T22:08:00.000+08:00

- Swiss CO Nite was a successful one! -

"It's over! =((" I'm so sad! I miss CO! Wow! Time really flies and our concert's over. I'm like so sad now. =(( I miss my juniors especially xuan han, yu heng, nett, waeting!!! =(( so sad.. haiss. haiss. What's happening to me? -argh- After sat, all the sec 4's gonna step down le. I'm so sad now lor. No more CO, no more fun! X/ I' miss you guys.

P.s: I'm gonna treasure tmr and sat with guys. *(: *huggs*

2006-03-25T23:41:00.000+08:00

- Smile for the tomorrow! - Wow! Days passes so fast! It was like woosh!~ And it's our Swiss Orchestra Nite tmr!! At Singapore Conference Hall at 5:30pm!! haha. (: I am simply excited and looking-forward to it. Hopefully, my yangqin wont be so out-of- tune when I reached SCH! God Bless me! (:

I'm so glad that my cousin, mum and sis will be there to support me tmr!! haha. (: *huggs* Thanks ya. haha. Hmm.-argh- my hands hurts so much after carrying my yangqin *jiao* it's was really fun today. We headed to Jurong Point after our Co practice. haha. yeihearn, xuan han, wei zhe, joson, waeting, shang fei, xiangling, me, nett were there. Err.. Did i missed out anyone? haha. yup. we were all decidiing what to but for mr yeo. err. we bought crocodile t-shirt for him. err. it' cost 37 bucks. err. i think that' it was rather cheap then. we expected it to be 50 bucks or so. wahaha. Afterall,it was at a discount price too. haha.

Tmr's Chun and da-li-qing-feng' are gonna turn out to be the best! (; I must do my part! (:

p.s: Nothing is impossible unless you stop trying!

(: really. Nett nett ar. Don't be depressed anymore ok? Don't bother about those things too much. It's just parts and parcels of our lives. (: *huggs*

2006-03-24T22:51:00.000+08:00

- * 2 more days to go till Our SWISS ORCHESTRA NITE 2006!!! *-

*S-CR-EA-M!!* I'm so damn nervous and am' looking-forward to our Swiss Orchestra Nite which is on this coming Sunday! At Singapore Conference Hall, 5:30pm. Those who bought the tickets to support us! I really thanked you guys so so much!! (: haha. You guys totally rawks!! haha. One really great news! Our tickets are so over-whelming that our tickets are oversold!! -Gosh!- (X

Ok! I'm gonna do my BEST ON SUNDAY!! I do believe in myself and My dear God!! (: Cos' only you know how much hard work I've put in! (; We're gonna play many great pieces of songs!! (: Guess what? I'm totally so EXCITED NOW!! HAHA. I still remembered how supportive my class were. They intend to come for the rehearsals instead since we've got not enough tickets for the actual CO and they're going to be our ushers for CO!! haha. I love you guys! You guys really rawks!! (: haha. Da-li-qing-feng's gonna be a nice one indeed! Trust me! ;)

P.s: Believe in Yourself that you can do it! Trust yourself! (:

2006-03-22T19:42:00.000+08:00

- *4 more days to go!*-

Alright!! 4 more days to go till our Swiss Orchestra Nite!! (: I'm so looking-forward to it. But I know that I'll definitely miss my friends alot. =( Especially, qian,min, nett, yei hearn, shu fen, shang fei, ning, wae ting, Xuan han many many many... haha. It's too many to be mention!! I'll definitely misses qian's lame jokes, ning's peaceful mood, nett's always acting, tryin to be funny and it's totally humorous. haha. I'LL MISS YOU GUYS!!<br>

-argh- Right now, I'm damn pissed off with THAT phua De Gui!! That disgusting, irritating, fellow. Who kept on perstering my friends and I. Do you even actually know how to read my status or do you even know how to read english? I bet you don't. Cos' you seem not to understand what I've just said. LOL~ argh whatever~ Let's just not waste our time one such ppl~

Ok! Mel! I'm blogging right now k? haha. =P Cos you asked me to update something!! I'm like blogging something right now.. Sch's getting exciting for me I guess since, Sunday's approaching near soon!!! hah!! (; All the best to us! God Blessed us!! ((:

P.s: Nothing is impossible unless you stopped trying...

2006-03-17T00:24:00.000+08:00

- Disney On Ice was totally Fab!! -

haha!! Thanks to my bro, I've got free tickets to watch Disney On Ice!! It was totally awesome!! haha. I simply just LURVE their skills and how they skated gracefully!! It totally made me felt really motivated to learn skating again! Wahahaha... I still rmb how I used to step into Jurong shopping centre to skate. I was like "omg! help!~" haha. Then I held on so tightly onto the grip bars. haha. It was so funny and maluating then. It was when I saw Sam!! ( my pri skul, really best friend, who's currently in London now.) I was like, woah! Look how skillful she skated!! haha. I still rmb she taught me abit too. haha. Was so funn!! haha. Aww... I misses her so much. haha. Hope she will be back from London soon.. (:

haha. Don't know why, I kept thinking about all the princesses and princes that I've saw just now! aww... There's the Cinderella, snow white, Belle, Little Mermaids!!, MuLan, many more. haha. there'are also finding Nemo and Incredible!! haha. It totally rawks!! I lurve how they sang and skated gracefully like the wind~ AWw.. They looked like they're into a wonderland~ Magical realm~ woah... Hope I was here dancing with them too. (: haha. aww... I so wanna skate now... =P

p.s: Colours of the winds~

2006-03-14T22:55:00.000+08:00

-HAPPY WHITE VALENTINE'S DAY!!-

whee~ I simply can't wait for tmr to come!! haha. We're gonna head to east coast park tmr!! haha. yh, qian, min, nett and ning's gg!! It will be totally so funn!! I simply can't wait. haha. ((X haha. Since I'm so lazy to blog, haha. let me just post some pic! haha.

Took this with mx when we're at my cousin's hs. haha.

p.s: HAPPY WHITE VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL! CHERISH ALL YOUR LOVED ONES K? AND DO RMB TO SPREAD LOVE AROUND!! (:

2006-03-12T22:05:00.000+08:00

-What a day?! -

woah! It's time I think that i should delete off those people whom I don't know them, in my friendster acc. -argh- They added me and I thought they will even actually me in the first place. haha. Then after looking thru their acc. Nah. I don't know them. wahaha. It's funny huh? it's been so long since then. haha.

Well, it's really been a long long day for me ytd and today. haha. Ytd, I headed to skul for CO early in the morning. It was really tiring though, but instead i persevere on. My hands really hurts so much after carrying my own instruments. But thanks to xuan han, my hands wont hurt that much as he helped me to carry me yq, while i carry my yq *jiao* haha. Thanks ya. (: We moved our instru to the skul hall and practice. It was really hectic. I felt like i really suffered from lungs damaged after the whole co practice. -argh- All THANKS to that *pesticides* being sprayed. -argh-

I went home early, aunty and cousin were at my hs. Then my dad got to fetch me to town. Cos I 've got dental appointment in the noon at far east plaza then. haha. So headed town in the noon. Just to take my x-ray for my teeth and sort of entire mouth. Hmm. with just THAT x-ray. It costs 120 bucks. LOL waited so long for the results. Hmm. but nvm cos that place was nicely decorated, felt really comfortable in it. haha. with all the romantic dim lights and really nice classical music. haha. It was really a nice place for me to slp at. HAHA. XD

Hmm, headed to crystal jade for dinner. yummy yummy. haha. But had my dinner so late then. Cos we wasn't feeling that hungy then. haha. Then went shopppingggggg!!! haha.

Day 2_(today)

Headed for breakfast today and ate dim sum. It's delicious (: haha. then went to watch i not stupid 2. It's nicer than the part 1. haha. it's really touching movie. *thumbs up* (: haha. way to go!~then bro went to buy new hp and headed to my aunty's hs for dinner. played with bingo and bellbell (golden retriever) they are really adorable. Err... Not to mention, a'lil insane though. XD wahaha. yup. yay. movie time. gtg. Muacckxxxxxxx~

2006-03-08T20:38:00.000+08:00

-Stressed-up life-

Alright, this is gonna be short and sweet. (: Hmm. due to time constraint, i'll most definitely have lesser time to update my blog then. haha. stressed stressed stressed. tests tests tests. -argh- It was totally hectic. hmph. for goodness sake, I just simply can't balance my bank reconciliations test today! -argh- I was damn sad and frustrated with that pathetic teacher who often test us on things that we have not learnt at all. I was damn pissed off with him. I scolded him and he just gave that *evil laughter* -argh- That very moment, I really felt so much like slappping him. X/

haha. Mel and I had a great time together today! well, i should say, everyday, friday, freaky day!! haha. *crazy us* We were always giggling in class. Gossiping, planning of how to spent our holis together, what time we'll gonna be online, hit town, LAME jokes and girls stuff. magazines, mary-kate and ashley!! haha. We were happily chatting away... =P So happy. rmb posh and classy mel? *grin* Love ya loads girl! *muacck* (;

=( I miss qian, min and ning so much. Ever since sec4s, we've been drifiting apart ( in terms of contacting one another, BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN THAT OUR RELATIONSHIP ARE BEING AFFECTED, IT'S STILL STRONG AND BOND. ) (: I miss you girls. Nvm. I believe holis, we'll be meeting more often right? haha. I've got plans. *grins* lala~ Love ya, strive far! (;

p.s: Never frown, as you will never know who might fell in love with ur smile. ((X so *SMILE*

2006-03-04T23:09:00.000+08:00

-Is that fate or coincident? -

woah... Thinking back, it was really paranoid when I just don't feel like gg to skul at -ALL- But, nevertheless, I still turn up. (: I was really feeling so exhausted and weary. slept less than 6 hours, just to redo all my compo and corrections for teacher. [well, that was what I requested from miss lam to let me redo everything de. (: see? I'm just being so good. (: ] -haha-

Err... Woke up at 6am today. haha. -so early right?- haha CO starts only at 8 then I woke so early for what? haha. [To continue doing finish my chinese corrections!! ] haha. Cos last night, I went for my dental appointment at eight. haha. The dentist and my mum were like talking about how my teeth are gonna be when my braces are stored/ attached. haha. Then he was like checking my teeth, or rather investigating on my teeth like some sort of really complicating puzzles. haha. Then, he gave me something to put into my teeth. I just felt so damn uncomfortable!! -argh- But nvm, to look better, I've got to do my teeth. haha. just *ren* lor. =p haha.

Today, we had CO in the HALL!!-argh- I was really feeling damn uncomfortable with those really lousy fans in the skul hall. I perpire so much. Felt so dirty, wanna have a nice cold bath. haha. (: well, after much hours of practice, finally it's over!! yeah!! haha. XD Then headed to west mall with nett, wt and qian. haha. Drank coffee beans as my lunch, cos just don't feel like eating. =( Then mum called and said that we're gg to visit my aunty! haha. then I' will get to see my new born baby cousin!! (: whee~

-argh-. guess what? Headed to suntec city today. Guess who i saw? LOL. Sport car. It was totally blue blue blue. -argh- I was strolling into the mall when I happened to see performance gg on. LOL. Next thing i know, i landed at the army corner, some sort of promoting some things. Which i'm totally not interested to find out. X/ I tried walking away, but mum just pulled my forward and gosh. saw someone familar. and Teddah!~ walk away confidently, never did thought of turning back... ...

2006-03-02T17:34:00.000+08:00

-Over the moon-

-grin- heh heh. I was so blithe when I manage to balance my Balance sheet for my Final Acc test ytd! Whee~ Lala~ -grin- =P Hmm... But let me first just say, my combine humanities for CA1 was 89! =/ (but i didnt manage to beat that person, but i will. ((X ) heh heh.

Today, in class I was so tired! My eyes just felt really tired and wanna shut. haha. Especially during Mr. Wong's lessons. -argh- I know I know, that he's a really nicey person. (: haha. sorry! XD

-argh!- I miss hitting town. I wanna shop shop shop. I wanna buy my Nike bag! I wanna buy my heels! =( So many desires... ... I wanna God's love too. (:

2006-02-25T19:03:00.000+08:00

-Sleeping Beauty... ...-

Boo!! Back here to blog again! Well, first of all, I woke up at 6:30am today for sch. I just don't know why each time I go for cca, I'll be extremely exhausted. Like I've wasted alot of energy on practising my instru. Hmph. Why do I feel this way all the time? Shouldn't it be more relaxing? Why do I always give myself so much stress and expectations? -argh- I'm really so sick and tired. I simply do not know why I always feel like blogging only whenever I felt really pissed off and sick. -argh- I need a walk or something. REALLY. I need to hit town and shop , shop and shop till I drop. Haha. Shopping makes me feel alot better!! (: Hopefully, I'll be out tmr! I Hope so. (:

Right now, I'm just so tired!! -Yawn- Let's just turn off the lights and turn in... ...

P.s:
Isn't Ashley gorgeous? I simply love her hair~

Aww... she's so pretty!!

Ashley(left), Mary-kate (right) Ashley's prettier right? (: haha

2006-02-22T18:17:00.000+08:00

-Even if the Sun refuse to Shine, I'll still have my heart until the end of time-

Boo! Back here! I wish I would quickly graduate out of this sch. It's boring with these people around me. I'm totally so sick and tired!! -argh- I've got two tests today! Physics and Maths. Hmph! I was totally cracking my head to do the math questions =( Hmm. Fortunately, I managed to complete it just in time. -haha- Well, only shuqing, me and Joshua took the test today as we've got performance ytd and we couldn't take the test Obviously, the class wasn't THAT "CONSIDERATE" to SHUT THEIR BLOODY MOUTH UP X/ -argh- Was damn pissed off then.

Back to the good news. For all i know, I'll be damn busy when time comes then. I'm having my dental appointment this friday and piano lesson s on every fri too. woah. -gosh- Damn fast! whee~ (:

P.s: Live it up, girl!! (: I know that you can do it!!

2006-02-20T19:04:00.000+08:00

-Perseverance is the key to SUCCESS-

- HEY BACK! -LAUGH IT OUT- =P Ok. There aren't any remedials today as it was being cancelled! I was totally blithe! haha. (: No remedials. -haha- I was kind of glad that I did conduct well for my plucking-string piece! (: Cheers! haha. Everything just turn out fine! -A GREAT PAT ON MY SHOULDER-

-OK- I've thought things thru. It's nth to get sad over it. you know. It's just our sch's standards are higher and sort of. And perseverance is the key to success. Moreover, I've just have to bear it WITH FOR 2 YEARS!!! (: THEN I'M GONNA GRADUATE!! ((:

P.s: truely FASHIONISTA~ shop shop shop till you drop. =p

2006-02-17T21:21:00.000+08:00

-Confession of a broken heart-

Hey! Well, today was really a terrible day for me! Unfortunately, I felt that I've lost so much PRIDE. -argh- Aww... Thanks to that pathetic teacher~ "rolling my eyes."- Can't you just spared a thought for people? X/ Whatever~

Lindsay Lohan's Confession of a broken heart really rawks! ; Daughter to father, daughter to fatherI am broken, but I am hopinDaughter to father, daughter to fatherI am crying, a part of me's dyingAnd these are, these are the confessions of a broken heart. I just felt totally so downcast today.

Well, I should say that today's Co was really a great one. I couldn't stopped playing when I was totally enjoying myself! (: -haha- I must said that they played really well today! (: "Loud applause of us" (:

-LAUGH IT OUT- I really wished that I've got bulimia. -HAHA-

P.s:When one door closes another opens. But often we look so long so regretfully upon the closed door that we fail to see the one that has opened for us --- Alexander~

2006-02-16T21:25:00.000+08:00

-Live for tomorrow-

Boo!~ It's time I blog! (: haha. Well, I was so happy today when teacher announced that remedials were being cancelled! Whee~ -HAHA- I just shouted "yes! No remedials today!" HAHA. Then Mr. Wong saw me shouted these and he was like, gave me -that kind of look- haha. It was totally amazing! Like for the very first time [ well, actually it's like only a month] teacher would cancelled the remedials!! haha. -cool- haha. I thought I could go home early and rest! haha. Well, I ate lunch at KFC with min today at Lot one. Haha. We bought the combo set meal. haha. I eat the zinger meal while she ate the chicken meal? Err.. Is that called chicken meal? [whatever~] XD haha. Well, Min kept saying that i'm so blur. -argh- and she kept telling me how painful her stomache was. X/ -argh- anw, it was really fun having lunch with her. haha (:

-right!- There's CO tmr! Time for me to keep on practising!! (: haha. -alright- Time for me to have my beauty sleep! (:

P.s: truely Fashionista~

2006-02-14T18:24:00.000+08:00

-Happy Valentine's Day (:-

Boo!~ It's Valentine's day today! -haha- and I've recieved loads of gifts from my friends. *thks ya loads* (: haha.

-Yawn- I'm really tired! Just came back from sch 1hr ago. -grin- Oops! haha. We pon CO. Hmm. I totally knew that it was really bad. But as I'm not feeling so well after all my stacks of hmwk not yet completed. -You know, that kind of feelings when you can't get things done quickly- With all those incomin tests, I don't think I wanna stress up my body too. So, I thought that my body ought to have some rest from cca! (: It's no BIG DEAL. I THOUGHT (:

There's something that really kept me motivated all the time. My dreams! (: My wonderful future lying ahead of me. That very path I need to chose to walk and run fast. Like an EAGLE and soar so high above the sky. That very moment will be the moment where I can fly freely(:

Well, -you know-, Things in life aren't always that smooth-sailing, and it's totally right! Especially when your eyes wont listen to you and just felt like shutting down all the time. -HAHA- yar? Especially when you're in class, wanting to keep yourself to full-attentions to listen to teacher's teaching. haha. XD Aww. I totally miss my former class 2N1!! haha. (: It's totally so fun together. haha. Especially when me and min gets to laugh and joke in class. -grin- Those were very sweet memories! (: Don't forget that we promise to keep in touch after our O' levels (: haha. QIAN, MIN, NING, NAT. The four of us. (: Especially when it's after your O levels k? Don't forget me and min. (: haha.

Recently, I've been pampering myself with loads of choc and sweets. haha. DE-LI-CIOUS~ haha. =P like I've said sometimes, I really hope that I've got bulimia like some other celebrities who went on extreme diets. HAHA.-LAUGH IT OUT-

2006-02-11T19:55:00.000+08:00

-LALA~-

Boo! I'ts time I blog!! (: haha. WHEE~ It's another saturday! Well well well... actually there aren't anything special happened today. I woke up at 6:30am today. For your information, to dress-up. =p haha. you know. Girls take a lot of time dressing up don't they? -grin- went for CO today! I'm so proud of MYSELF!! -smile- -SCREAM!!- I managed to play the whole daliqinfeng!! haha. (: Then yiting and some of the seniors came back to swiss! haha. Well, actually they still look the same. haha. (: Glad that they could still remember us!! haha. Heard from yeihearn that the performance at the Jurong police headquarter wasn't that smooth-sailing. Hmph X/. They don't even applause after they performed alright? Hmph X/ that's totally so *bad* of them!! -argh-

WHEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~ haha. I went to take a look at Northvale condo today! It totally rawks to core!! It's totally more spacious compare to other condo!! woohoo~ Ny parent are deciding to move house. Hopefully to there!! (: -smile- haha. blithe me!! (: haha. Here are some of the facilities available at there. Swmming pool, gym, basketball court, social lounge, two playground, tennis court. I think that's about it I know. haha. It's totally so cool!!

Qian and Ning did not turn up for CO today. Qian was sick and Ning? I don't know how come she did not turn up. -haha- Unless she pon ar?... ... My cousins and aunties are all at my hs now. Hmm. Heard them saying that we're probably going to my uncle's condo tmr! Hmm... am' still deiciding whether to go anot. Cos i've still got a lot of upcoming tests. -sheesh!- how now brown cow?! =( But I wanna join in the fun too!! I wanna go to attend church too!!

br> ;fair lady on the aisle......

2006-02-08T16:34:00.000+08:00

-To smile because of tomorrow...-

Heyy! Here's some things that I've gone through today. It was really pathetic that I stained my shirt and skirt becos of that ironic Sec 5 guy!? X/ -argh- I was holding on to my cup of watermelon juice when he suddenly turned and banged against me! -argh- I was so pissed off. Luckily Raymond was there! I asked him to hold on to my drink and quickly rushed to the washroom. -argh- It was really so nice of him to hold on to my drink then. XD. *thks* =)

Fortunately, my friends were there to help me out!! Melly and Min were there!! *thks loads ya* =) haha. *applause for you guys!* haha. Hmm. Guess what? there were no remedials today. -argh- It wasted spending my time on waiting. -argh- =( If not I would be at home sleeping doing wdever things I wanted to. -argh- It's really frustrating. okkay. Enough of all the sulkings. XD.

Somehow, I just think that Kelly is kind of gorgeous. -Not to mention, kind of.- haha. Yup. But she's not as pretty as last time. yup. Mary-kate and Ashley rawks!! =))

2006-02-04T11:09:00.000+08:00

-Someday I will... ...-

Is this the kind of "trust" that you've given me? By accusing your closest love ones? 1 hr ago, I was torn into millions pieces. I keep on playing *Behind this hazel eyes*- by Kelly Clarkson. It just suits my feelings and mood. My angers and my pains. "Cos' I can't breathe, I can't slp, 'm barely hanging on. Here i am, once again, 'm torning into pieces... ..." I told myself, m' not gonna let all these affect me. My future that lies ahead of me. I'm gonna be strong. That's what 'm gonna do. =) It's not gonna affect me. No way~ Nothing stops me. I MEAN NOTHING.

2006-02-02T21:54:00.000+08:00

-What a DAY?!-

-right- supposedly, we thought that Dong fang billy will be coming to my house ytd. We were wrong, it's today. But with the last minute tight schedule, he can't come today and right now, it's changed to another day instead. Obviously, it causes loads of troubles! -argh- well, I rushed home! just to be at home early to prepare myself as no one was at my hs then. My cousins even cancelled her tuitions lessons to her students, my cousins all rushed heading to my hs after sch. yt has to rush all ta way from orchard to cck. LOL~ and that billy in the end, didn't turn up. X/ ok. nvm. mayb he's way too 'busy' with his wdever things~ yup. ok. i'll be *gracious* =) haha.

Sch was reopened on wed! Then on ta first day, remedials resumes back to norm again! -argh- from 2:40-5:40!! -argh- when will there be no remedials for a day? -so tired- But luckily, am' stitting with melly!! haha. So fun. We were talking abt girl stuffs and all abt those celebrities. haha. -Mary-kate and Ashley rawks!-, -Paris Hilton-, -Hilary Duff-, -Like Lindsay Lohan looked much much better when she's cubbier as she lost her *energetic-look* after her extreme diet which is totally aweful.- etc. haha. so fun! Then we laughed how Mr. Ho looked like when he teaches us! wahahaa. He gave us such -wanna-laugh face- whenever we see him. wahaha. Can't believe how he actually continue teaching us. -grin-

You know what? Whenever I gets really bored, I'll just talk rubbish. Making all those weird and funny noise. haha. Especially i'm in class. listening to teacher "singing lullaby" -wahaha- Then melly will just follow me, and we'll just go on. wahaha. then tad johnny will ask me to shut up. =(( -argh- so bad of him. But eventually, I still got him back. wahaha. -grin- *weird* I'm actually talking abt my class thingy. haha. alright. time for me to have my beauty slp. =) Good night!

p.s: Take care all my peeps! =) Don't tired yourself too much k?

2006-01-29T23:20:00.000+08:00

-Happy Chinese new year to all!-

hiya to my dear world! (: Happy chinese new year! It' currently 25mins more to second day of new year! (*35mins more mins to 12am!*) alright! Today, for no particular reasons, I woke up so early! Just don't why I couldn't sleep after heading to my washroom. I woke up around 7am. -gosh!- that's so early huh? haha. then I was online for few hours then. Checking on my mails. replying emails to my friends. haha. They're so nice. They sent me new year greetings! aww! (: haha. *thks*

*sniff sniff~* -ARGH-! help! My flu's killing me! I felt terribly uncomfortable and sleepy due to my blocked nose! -ARGH- Was like some sleepy all the way. right now. am' feeling so uncomfortable too. kind of dizzy. *yawn*

Let's doze off to sleep... ...

2006-01-29T01:17:00.000+08:00

-Happy Chinese New to all, my Dear world!-

Hiall, to my dear world! It's chinese new yr from now onwards and the time right now is *1:27am* now. haha. It's still early for me to turn in yet. Ok. Let's talk abt my terrible saddening day On fri. I was totally sick and all that. For that time, I was really feeling so sick like all the sickness just seemed to appear on me for weeks. Got terrible headached too. Lucky enough for me, I was feeling so much better today. (sat) whee~ I was so glad I was totally back to MYSELF!! haha. (: Obviously, today I was happily eating and chatting with my families back then. haha. I could even actually remembered how *I WAS SO S-I-C-K FOR ANYTHING* and it's like a great comeback for me. (: haha.

Eventually, we played cards and have loads and loads of fun with my families. haha. I remembered stuffing myself with stacks of magazines. whee~ *FEMALE and etc.* We were all happily laughing away. (: I simply just love my aunty's place. It's tOtally awesome alright! You know how much I love the skys and the stars? haha. yeah! Right! Just by lifting up my heads, with my heads tit onto the skys, open-air. with all the breeze blowing my way. haha. I felt so much like been to the beach! It's totally awesome!

2006-01-26T19:59:00.000+08:00

-Movie time!-

-alright- Today, after sch, mel and me headed for a movie! We were looking- forward to it for DAYS! -haha- We actually decided to watch *In her Shoes* but it's not in the movie anymore. argh. sad huh? So, we decided to watch *Cheaper by a dozen* instead. -haha- Erm. well, guess what?We did something we aren't suppose to then. haha. We went to sat at the VIP sits. Then got being asked to sit back to my sits. haha. *opps!*

2006-01-20T20:53:00.000+08:00

-Results of the survey I took- Congratulations you are most like Haley James! You are an intelligent person. You kick ass mentally and physically! You like to talk a lot, babble, and all that jazz. You are very positive and believes that that "if there's awill... there's a way." You also have a good sense of what is a friendship and rarely encounters unnecessary drama in real life.

2006-01-20T20:07:00.000+08:00

-Leave the past behind and don't look back, continue walking... ...-

-alright!- I'm here to blog again. Since passing through my terrible week! -haha- It's another week to go! whee~ Ok! Our swiss Chinese Orchestra Nite's arriving soon! 26 March, which is on the Sunday! 5:30pm! Must go and support kkay? (: haha.

Today, was terribly ups and down. Calamitous falling out with that pathetic drink. =.= argh! I didn't held on to it properly and my drink just dropped onto the floor. -argh!- pathetic huh? bought another one instead. X/(as I was too thirsty for water!) Obviously, I caused the poor cleaner to mop the dirty floor. X/ I know that was really bad. XD

Coming up next, my sch's works loads!! argh. Eng paper, chinese wk, chinese ws, , maths, physics, che test, poa test! eek! yucks. hatred that to core. wdever~ so many things, so little time... ...

2006-01-14T23:42:00.000+08:00

-When disappointment struck you...-

When disappointment struck you, what will you do? Hmm.As as me? I'll have two methods. Punishments and the rewards. -haha- Fortunately, I've chosen rewards. Cos' i simply think it's useless brooding over it. Why not think on da bright side of life? Enjoy my life! (: With my family and friend! Disapppointment means that I've gt high expectations!! (: Strive far k? Nat!! Continue to jiayou. (: Cos am' sure you can do it de. (:

-alright! whee~ Am' so happy for my -rewards- haha. bought loads of clothes! haha. My holister!! haha! It simply rawks k? haha. Bought so many *purple and brown stuffs!! Whee!~ haha. so happy for myself. really shopped till i dropped. wahahaha. -nah- well, actually mum paid everything! -haha- XD whee!~ bought two real cool hipsters too. haha. ((:

Why brooder over it? it's over~ Egoist! (:

2006-01-08T19:06:00.000+08:00

-Rain rain go away...-

-Gosh!- It's like rainning cats and dogs the whole day today! -argh- I even planned to go for a jog today! But it just seems like I have do it at home? wahaha. Nah. Jk! =P -Right- Today's another boring day for me! Sunday- meant to be either staying at home or chilling out! But seems like I have no choice but to stay at home then. -argh- Well, most of the time. I was like designing my own new great fonts! -haha- Nice! (: Doing my homework!

ytd was so fun chatting with qian, ning, min, nette! -haha- I was the last to come online and first to sign-off. wahaha. XD *eyes closing* -haha- It just happened to be Nette's birthday is round the corner!! -haha- OK! she kept *hinting* me that her birthday's coming!! haha. -presents for her!!- haha. (: Woohoo!~ Tue's her birthday party! I am looking-forward to it! haha. Plucking-strings gathering too! -haha- We'll gonna watch movies at her house! Then give her a surprise!!

Tomorrow's Monday! Another week!! ((:

Love ya, Nat

2006-01-06T22:35:00.000+08:00

-Let bygone bygone... ...-

(: Okay. I'm finally back to blog! -haha- Skul for me was tough and stressed. Hmph. Well, Who exactly dun feel stress up too? -right- and teachers were all talking about their expections and our skul's expectations of us. -sheesh- Nevertheless, their expectations really motivates me! (:

Well, skul just reopened and am' alway have to stay in skul for remedials, CO for like till 6pm! -Gosh!- I can assured you that it's damn tiring!! =( But I still persevere on... (: -applause for us- -haha-

Recently, just got hooked up by the final fantasy -Tidus- (: He's such a sweety! I simply Fancy him loads! (:I simply love -Yuna- too. They simply looked compatible. (:

P.S: Right now, you are turning on to -Final Fantasy-, Imagine me without you- (: Nice song right? (:

Love ya, Naty

2006-01-02T21:47:00.000+08:00

-A new beginning... ...-

Alright! Skul's gonna reopen tmr! Gonna start work tmr! (: Jia you wor, Nat! I know you can do it de! (; It's the 2nd of Jan 2006 today. It's a new beginning for me! (: Hope my future will be an amazing one. With great great great plans ahead (: haha. -grin- yay! am' 16 le! Times really flies and skul's reopening tmr le! (: Somehow, it just seemed so sudden to me. It was as if there aren't any holis at all and tmr' there's skul. XD -haha-

Ok! It's totally a brand new year! And of cos, a brand new start. (: `2006! God bless all of us in this coming wonderful year 2006!(:

-Well-, went to lot one with qian today. We met outside world of JJ. We met to buy some stationery and went to bp to buy my mum's birthday prezzies!! ((: -haha- bought something from *my shop* -haha- -well, guess only ning,min and qian know what's that shop- XD. haha. bought mango lotions for my mum. It really smells good k? ((: haha. great lotions. Cos' been thinking of ordering a cake for her too. (: hopefully she will like it. XD Cos' I love it too. -grin-

-haha- so happy today! I've bought loads of things for myself. -grin- (: haha. Qian muz be wondering am' such a big spender. haha. XD

To min: Hey girl! Do rmb to take great care of yaself k? (: wish ya quick recovery soon...

Love ya, Naty (:

2005-12-31T10:51:00.000+08:00

-Totally pissed off-

Get lost. I dont even actually wanna see you anymore. simply. I wont wanna waste my precious youth time on such idiotic fellow. Forget it. get lost. out of my life. p.s: whoever's readin this. this is a totally pissed off post. get lost if you're here to intrude into my life~ cos i dunn care anymore~

2005-12-26T14:37:00.000+08:00

-My feets hurt so much wearing siletto-

haha!! ok. am' here to blog again. Hmm. ok. Christmas was spent with my bestfriends ytd. heh heh!! *grinning*. We hitted town. haha. It was fun shopping, gossiping, chilling around, eating, crapping. haha. well, it's girls stuff la. haha. (:

well, ytd was like I headed to the church first early in the morning. I woke up at 8am then to wash and clean up myself n DUH~! haha. to doll up too. haha. =p haha. well, Errr... actually church starts at 10am early in the morning. and GOsh!we're late. AGAIN!! haha. XD oops.

Ok. We sang christmas carols and said grace. ((: haha. then we headed for some snacks and food. haha. Well, it tastes unplesant. haha. XD mayb to me only. haha.

Then yt brought my sis and her sis back to her hs, while I went meeting my girlfriends at cck mrt platform. We were supposed to meet inside thet train then. But gosh!~ it's terrible! so many people. *faint* wahaha.Can't expect myself to suffocate and die there. haha. XD But well, finally we met inside the train!! haha. We were so *high* when we met each others!! haha.. *huggs* haha. WE exchanges prezzies on the train. wahhaa. We took random picks. haha. But in the end, it turns out to be picking our own prezzies instead. =_= haha. funny us!! ok. I bought lipgloss for qian. haha. hope she like it k? (: haha. Ok I recieve a lovely girraffe keychain from qian. wahaha. it's cute. really. ((: haha. anything from them it's nice la. haha. ;))

am' so lazy to blog now. haha. alot of things to blog abt. wahaha. crappy me! XD lala~! am' so glad to have ning, min and qian around with me when i needed them so much. ((: ok. I learnt to be more optismistic and tend to look things on the brighter sides of life. Enjoy my life and treasure and love my loves ones whole heartedly. ((: Love MUH FAMILY, MUH FRIENDS, MUH BEARS,MUH HP,MUH COM, MUH MP3,MUH CHOC DELIGHT, MUH BF? AI? HAHA. aiya. XD MOST IMPORTANTLY, I LURVE MYSELF!! *BIG SMILE*(((((((((: HAHA.

eek! how come everyone looked so weird? haha.

A TWIST JUST BEFORE EATING! YUM YUM.

HMM. X/ WHERE'S QIAN?

FINALLY IT'S QIAN AND ME! (:

OK... =( IT'S NING AND MIN'S TURN.

HMM. WD'S MY HAND? HAHA. WEL, ACTUALLY TRYIN' TO HIDE AWAY ALL THE SHOPPING BAGS!

IT'S ME AND MINK!! HAHA.

EEK! QIAN'S NOT ARTISTIC DE! HAHA

2005-12-24T11:31:00.000+08:00

-The christ of Jesus-

The call of the present

The life of the mother of Jesus was simple and plain. She did the tasks that others did at her age, learning how to be a good homemaker for her future husband. There was nth out of ordinary abt her eternal life.

Yet what treasures of grace lie concealed in Mary's attitude! When the angel announced that her child would be called "the Son of God," she responded, "Let it be to me according to your word" (luke 1:38)

Her answer contained all that our Lord requires- the pure, simple submission of the soul to his will. This is the secret of mary's deep spirituality: she abandoned herself to God's will in the present and recieved the grace to do what God asked of her.

What is God asking you to do? It may be something magnificent, or something ordinary. It may be to respond actively to a command of scripture, or to submit patiently to present suffering. "What God arranges for us to experience at each moment is the holiest thing that could happened to us," commented the 18th century writer Jean-Pierre de caussade.

Are you able to accept each moment with grace and submission Can you respond to the lord as mary said to the angel, "Let it be to me according to your word"?

May we learn the blessed secret

Of delighting in your will,

Welcoming whate'er You send us,

Joy or sorrow, good or ill.---Anon.

To know God's will is a treasure;
To do God's will is a previlege.

2005-12-23T11:53:00.000+08:00

-Promises aren't meant to be broken~-

hey all! ok am' finally back to blog again. haha. it's been few days since I last blog. ((: alright. Christmas's round the corner!! woohoo!~ *1 more day* ((:

Alright! back to what happened for me today. Ok. Me rejected many dates today. argh. *sad* Mel asked me to go vian's christmas party. I can't go. qian, min, ning, nette, waeting asked me to go east coast. turned them down too! X/ so bad huh? haiss... X/ *so sorry peeps* Hopefully,I just hoped that this year's christmas would be an unforgettable one. ((; Nvm. there's always sunday and schdays k? =P

Ok! am' gonna head to church early in the morning tmr!! JJ's will be there. Got to get signatures from him which was asked from my friends. and currently am' holding on to 2 albums of his. haha. got to ask to sign loads. wahaha. lyrics too. wahaha.. XD

haha.. ok! here's some pic we took during our SCCO camp 2005 ((:

haha... well, just look at qian's pillow! wahaha... =P

written by tng tng!>_

written by me!! ((:

nette wrote that shit thingy wahaha..

min wrote this! meng nan? wahaha.. =_=

2005-12-18T13:45:00.000+08:00

-To let go?-

Hey! It's big time here for me today! X/ alright! Was back from camp ytd. Finally! XD And I went out straight after the camp too. X/ Went to the church first then headed for bbq with them. Met alot of new friends! ((: haha.. I can clearly rmb that *Kai lun* haha. XD Cos' we were eating bbq mashmellow then. haha. Err. I accidentally dropped mine onto her shirt then! XD HAHA. Bet she definitely does rmb me! oh ya. Btw, she's 20. haha. Though she looked younger. haha.

Oh ya!! I still rmb we were the last to reach and the first to leave. haha. so bad huh? XD can't help it then. alright. We played ice-breakers and followed by taking random pick of cards to c who got the highest and lowest of cards were being punished to eat the leftovers. haha. But luckily! am' safe! haha. Ok. Know that *september*, well, in fact his real name is augustine. haha. I only know that he've got nice spike hair.In fact, way too far for him to cut that kind of hairstyle! He dyed it golden brown too! but it's nice ar. haha. ((: guess wd? he's only 15! haha. thought he's 17 or 19 then. haha. LOL. ok. Crazy him. forced us not to leave first. he even served us each with chairs!! LOL. haha. he's friendly arz. ok. he went to ask althea for mx's num. haha. He asked us to go church again today! but, am' tired. haha. next time bahx. c first ba. alright, let's not talk abt him anymore~~~

I was terribly sick when I went out then. haha. It was worst when I came back home then. haha. Mx came and overnight at my place. Ok. then she was like crapping on the fone all day long. from midnight 1am- 4am. LOL~ and am' like so dead by then. resting on my bed. smsing. waiting for reply and calls too. I rmb how tired i was. But persisted. stupid me X/ *rolling my eyes* My eyes were tired too. But still held on! and was online then.

OK. haha. slept at 3:30am then. XD. am' deranged right? haha. X/ It will be the first and the last time ba. (((((((((((((((((:

2005-12-18T01:22:00.000+08:00

-Back from CO camp!!-

Alright!! ok! am finally back from swiss co camp!! haha.. Err.Well, I simply have so many sleepless night then. Couldn't sleep well too. without my bed!! argh! Gosh! I could still rmb it was like hell then. argh! We slept in the classrms. haha. Was kinda *high* when I get to change rm to qian and min's rm. wahaha.. We had so much fun then. ((X

I misses my bed so much then!! haha... We had intensive training then. Kept on practising and practising!! NOn-stop hit!~ haha. XD

Hmph. I didnt did well for my internal music exchange! argh! It was so saddening and frustrating then!! X/ well, let's just not talk abt it anymore. *rolling my eyes*

2005-12-13T22:56:00.000+08:00

-For he had chosen you!-

Trust is a very fragile thing. Difficult to win. Easy to lose. Not something we can simply ask for. It must be earned- not by what we say, but by what we do. Jesus knew that. And throughout every moment of his life- and in every detail of his death- he worked tirelessly to earn our trust. Even his final act on earth was intended to prove his worthy of that trust.

Thank god! I trust you! ((:

2005-12-11T23:03:00.000+08:00

-Get lost-

Alright!! Who would actually want some "busybody" to intrude into their own privacy? LOL! Well, like I said, I'll definitely make that people cry and beg to me for forgiven when they really does that!~ *Grin* Argh!~ For like umpteeth times, I hatred *them* so much~ Get lost and mind your own business!! Can't you do something better than these? Wasting all your time, trying to squeeze out something out from me? LOL. Dream on!~ I wont want to waste my breathe on such useless bums~

Emm... Well, oh ya one thing! Please for goodness sake!~ Please stop that arrogance look of that idiotic face of yours! It simply annoyed me! Haha.. Trying all your ways to act *nice* and *high-class*!! OMG!! am' gonna *PUKE* Look yourself into the mirror then!~

Alright! Whatever it is, am' actually being so NICE not to announced who's those ppl alright? ((:

2005-12-10T22:36:00.000+08:00

-Back from Sentosa-

For no particular reasons, I've just changed back my blogskin!! haha... Well, decided that this blogskin is the best-looking one of all!! (:

Alright! Went to Sentosa on fri! My cousin booked Shangri-La hotel for us then. It was facing the sea then! hoo!~ The seaviewing was great then! We went to played at the siloso bench then! haha.. It was really fun then! haha.. I simply love the siloso bench so much then! The bench there wasn't as dirty and damp as the pasir ris then!~ Wahaha!! Come to think of it, it was really fun then. Guess wd? We even went to swim at the Shangri-la hotel's swimming pool after our bodies full of sand!! haha.. We were all not dressed up with swimming costume/bikinis then!~But we just swam! haha.. The security guards saw us! But he didnt bothered to care us so much! haha.. It was really really enjoyable!!

Hmm... I was finally back home from Sentosa and I was extremely exhausted then. I could still remembered how tired I was on fri night, well I shall say almost midnight. Emm...Probably around 12:30? haha... I simply can't stand ovenighting at the hotel with everyone cramp into a room~ I need my own bed!~ haha... Well, my dad came to fetch me home!! Woo!! haha... I was so happy then. Haha.. I misses my cosy bed and bloster so much!! *huggs huggs* haha... (:

Hmm.. well, I reached home around 1:15am! yepps! Well, I was so tired then! Couldn't afford not to let myself to have a good night rest then. =P haha... Was so tired that I doze off without even replying my sms. XD

Alright. Recently, was wondering and having random thoughts all the time. Even when am' gonna have my beauty sleep!! Pondering. Wondering. Hesitating. Thorough thinking~ Cracking my whole mind!! I need a clear mind right now! X/

For wdever reason?! I just felt like so much like a princess currently!! HAHA!! forgive me for these illusions~ But it's the truth!!~~~ haha... =P Thanks GOD for bringing me into this lovely world!! ((:

Sunsets at Sentosa!!

Nice pic! (:

Lovely sunsets

2005-12-05T11:15:00.000+08:00

- Guitar~-

Woohoo!~ Well, ytd was like there's ups and down. haha... Was really happy when I get to learn guitar. It was splendid! But was really sad when I can't meet *ahem*. Hmm... I dunno was I too over-sensitive or mayb some others things are bothering me. I dunno. Just hope that it doesn't affect me ((: I told myself, it's history and hope not to talk abt it anymore~ obviously who would actually wanna get involved betweeen them? X/ It's like history. I told myself, to believe. trust!! ((: Cos I realize am' a strong believer~ haha.. =P Rawk on girl!! I know euu can do it!! ((: *cheers* and *smile*

2005-12-02T20:38:00.000+08:00

- *cherishing euu*-

Heyy!! alright... Hmm... well, decided not to use the cbox any more as it doesn't suits my blog... haha.. XD alright. Went to bugis with my mx today. Was so tired then. Hmm.. bought christmas prezzies for *them* haha... =P Hmm... wonder wd mine will be like? haha.. *thinking*

2005-12-01T14:38:00.000+08:00

-CORRECTIONS!! IT'S AH DI'S HONG DOU!~ -

Heyy all!~ haha... Alright... Jing shi reminded me it's ah di's HONG DOU~ haha.. Right Jing Shi? haha... ((: *hi-5*
Alright!! Recently, things for me, just happened so fast. Wow~ And it's the *3 days* le... ((: haha.. love ya. *hugss*

2005-11-26T22:27:00.000+08:00

-*Proudly present to you*- wang fei's *hong dou*-

*- I would simply think and smile back the times we had together on the phone~* ((: That would simply brighten me up from head to toe~

2005-11-21T20:11:00.000+08:00

- Probably... One day, the day will arrive~ ((: -

*smiling...* Hmm... am'looking forward to my future. Hmm... Today, I've been imagining about my desire future. My love/friendships life and I would *frown* and *smile* haha. Did some self-reflections. Haha... *I closed my eyes* and imagined myself living in my own world. ((: Where the places are full of snows (everywhere) , houses made of bricks, candles that are being lit , christmas trees, chirstmas choir, laughters of the childrens, joyfulness where it held no tears and sorrow. Candies, gifts were given to everyone, even the strangers on the streets were given too.

*smiling* Wow!~ *The sounds of bells and jingles rang and rimes.* The smiles and laughters lit on each and everyone's faces. *SMILING WIDELY* ((X We played so happily. Haha... It was really unforgettable and memorable then. ((:

*My eyes continued closing as I imagined*... ... *there!!~ *the special someone caught my attentions, it was as if there were a strong beam of light that draw me into his beautiful smile* We went grazing the stars together*, fell aslp on his shoulders. Woke up to find myself at the beautiful seaside... ... I woke up and lifted my heads to view the beautiful sunrise... ...

2005-11-19T22:30:00.000+08:00

-Bishan Junctions eight-

HEY!! So, today was the auditions for the *xiao yuan SUPERSTAR*. Hmm... It was held at Bishan Junction eight then. haha... woah... I was there to accompany my friends and also to see what's it. haha... Hmm. well, I should say, there are loads of ppl. HAHA. woah. WAY TOO MANY. NEARLY *FAINTED* WAHAHA. you believe? =P lala~ Hmm. but nvm, well, at least I've been such place to gain experiences. haha.. ((X

haha... Guess what? Hmm... Saw weijian today. haha. he's bald. Hmm... Didn't really saw his face. =.= Min was so excited to see him there then. wahaha. But in the end, we admitted that ENERGY IS BETTER!! HAHA... =P WOOHOO~ lala~OMG. I'm mentally derange again. ARGH! XD.

Wahaha.... today was so funny then. We were heading to Junction eight with skul U then. Cos it was after CO then. haha. OMG. BET PPL MUST BE THINKING WE'RE HERE FOR THE CONTEST/COMPETITIONS bahx. wahaha. XD. But honestly, we're not. except for my friend, waeting. haha. we supported her. but i guess the registrations are over. Errr... so didnt manage to sign in then. Hmm. We tot that there ish tmr. haha. But guess she has gave up le. Aww....

Hmmm... nth much happened today. ONLY. SHOCKED. haha.. that's ALL for today.

woohoo~ tmr's my *po po*'s birthday. haha... ((X woohoo~~~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! ((:

2005-11-18T10:25:00.000+08:00

- Slack, slack and slack... XD -

Alright, first of all... haha.. I'm kiddi sad that the camp's over... aww... :(( How come? Probably I simply misses them so much then... haha... =P Hmm... Ok. ytd, I was like so slack then. surf the nets, check out yahoo grups, chat chat chat. listening to music, watchin tv. practice my yangqin... argh... What more can my life be meaningful? haha. X(( This post's gonna be boring. wahaha. lala~

Hmm.. Let me think.... haha... Ok. Recently, I've really met quite lots of new friends. They're really interactive and nice person to hang out with. haha. ((: Really great ones. *thks wor* *hugss* =P

Hmm.. well, actually yt and I was deciding to book court and play badminton. But argh! My mum says no. *terribly saddening right? =P haha. * Cos she would not be at home in the evening, and i need to fetch my sis back home. argh!! X((

Hmm... alright, I'll be right back in the night or so to post another post.. lala~ haha...

Omg.. I've still yet to complete my holi assignments. wahaha. XD.

argh!! I misses da-da so much. ENERGY RAWKS TO CORE!! ((: LALA~

2005-11-14T20:32:00.000+08:00

OH YA. FORGOTTEN TO BLOG SOMETHING! YAY!~ ME GG TO CONTINUE MY PIANO LESSONS LE!! WOOOHOO!~ SO HAPPY NOR... ((:

2005-11-14T19:47:00.000+08:00

-MOE CHINESE ORCHESTRA CAMP 2005-

Argh!!~ I'm so tired right now!! Siansations X/ tmr there's still MOE CO CAMP again!! argh! 3 days camp nor. Today's the first day nor... Hmm.. ok.. get to know loads of friends and played loads of games. Like the tangling of hands and all of us have to untangle it. haha. It was fun though, but it was totally TOUGH for my group! and I have to hold two guys' hands for lyk 1/2 hr? woah!~ sweaty palms nor!~ Can't stand it. One of them was lyk so shy. wahaha. so funny!! The shy shy fellow was from Victoria sec. another from Pasir Ris sec.

yepps. Ok. Let me just introduce who i KIDDI MIXED WELL today!! ((: ok. Fiona from Anglican high school. haha. Ok. she helding on to a *P* post then. haha. Hmm she's very intiative, very friendly, very good at givin ideas! ((:

Grace from Balestier Hill sec sch. haha. Thought, she's kind of rebelling. haha. overall, she kiddi nice. haha. =p

Huei Minn from CHIJ st. Nicholas girls' sch. haha. she's really a very nicey nicey person. love her loads. *HUggs* haha. So cheerful. haha. suits me. =p

Yong Siong from Pasir Ris Sec sch. Haha. he's sometimes a joker and serious at times. Interactive.

Min Xiang from Victoria sec sch. He's a shy guy. But very friendly. Nice guy to work with. ((:

2005-11-02T12:01:00.000+08:00

- *1* more days to see energy! -

Yay!~ Tmr is the day! Tmr is the day!! woohoo~! haha.. I simply can't wait then... haha.. ((: woohoo~! KUNDA KUNDA~~~ haha... LOL.. I'm being mesmerized by him already... haha... XD Ok... I'll be gg to the airport with min tmr to fetch tem. haha.. ((: woohoo~! Can't wait then. bet tmr will be damn tired but very satisfied. haha.. ((: Ok.. me gtg le. gg to lot one with mum, mx and aunty. haha. cya arnd!~~

ENERGY 4EVER!~ ((X

2005-11-01T23:06:00.000+08:00

- I <33>
I SIMPLY MISSES KUNDA SO MUCH. Hmm.. well, ok just came back from malaysia just 1 day ago. I came home on Sunday. err. I rmb it's still at night then. haha. So exhausted then. well, i went to malaysia for 3 days. fri, sat and sun. ok. went to genting and KL.

Recently, I'm too lazy to blog then. haha. So didnt blog for so long then. haha. ((: mayb I wont be blogging for a period of time then. It's so boring and I'm too lazy then. haha.

WOOHOO~ YEAH!~ *2* MORE DAYS AND I CAN E N E R G Y!!! WOOHOO~ I SIMPLY CAN'T WAIT OK. HAHA.. ((: OK. FIRSTLY, GG TO THE AIRPORT TO FETCH TEM. NEXT, GG TO THE SUNTEC CITY CONVENTION HALL TO C THEM TOO. WOOHOO~ THEN, 11/4 GG TO THE *JIN QU JIANG* THINGY! WOOHOO~~ SIMPLY CAN'T WAIT THEN. MIN LOR.. MADE ME FEEL SO EXCITED DE. HAHA... *GRINNING* WOOHOO~~~ LALAS!~ WHEE!~ HAHA...

KUNDA... KUNDA... KUNDA... KUNDA... KUNDA...!!!! <3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

2005-10-26T16:41:00.000+08:00

- Ever since I last blog -

heyy! Ok. It's so long ever since I last blog. haha. ok. This gonna be SHORT. (: Ok sch's gonna be over and holidays are near and I've changed my views on ENERGY. haha. Well, I started to fancy them. haha. Probably due to the influence made by min and qian bahx. haha. ENERGY- They're REALLY chic. haha. So cool. (: haha. I am simply being mesmerized by kunda by his dance and almost everything. haha. He's really adorable and chic. He looks like a guy that who always will give in to his gf. Someone that's so huggable and lean on. Aww... *huggs* Love you so much. haha. ((:

Well, next next.... Comin up. haha. I'll be leaving sg this fri till mon. Gg to genting for holidays. haha. Well, got to stay up L A T E. haha. well, gonna plan with my cousins. haha. *grinning* haha. Guess... I'll miss my com and all my MUSIC. haha. Cos I've yet to purchase my mp3/4 before leaving for holidays. Aww... ): haha. but nvm. I'm there for holidays. haha. * BEAMING WIDELY *

Gonna get my report bk tmr. haha. ONE DAY EARLIER. HAHA. (: GOOD LUCK TO ME! GOD BLESS ME. (:

*This-is-just-so-me*